I can’t cope

@Captain24 automated responses suck but I'm hoping they get back to you with a proper response soon.

I always answer my phone, very rare do I not and that's usually if I know it's a scam call or someone I don't want to talk to. I'm trying so hard to get help, surely they can see that.

It's a good addiction 😂. I can't wait to see how that sunset one turns out. The blow hole one sounds awesome, what an amazing experience with your friend. It's awesome that the customs all have meaning to them. We've both converted each other 😂.

I'm so, so tired, I can't stop yawning and my eyes are all teary.

It’s now not an as expensive addiction as there are cheaper ones you can buy! 😜 @MissGremlin

Im sorry that your eyes a teary. Anything I can help with? If you need to have a rest that’s ok. I know you need to rest when you can.

@Captain24 yes, it's so good that there's cheaper ones 😂.

You being here helps so much sweet. I can't rest as I have someone here doing the work.

Oh that’s right.. I forgot about that @MissGremlin

Well we will keep doing this and focus on each other and the diamond art!

The cheaper ones have cartoons and stuff. I love the next one I’m going to do! I love that I can get tweety! Mum and dad just shake their head! I messaged mum earlier and told her she can’t just drop in that they need to give me 5 minutes notice so I can cover the diamond art!

@Captain24 I'm so thankful to have you here and that we can do diamond art together. It's going to be a really hard day cos its also late night tonight so I won't be in bed until about 10pm.

I love the cartoon ones and some of the tweety ones are so cute. Haha well I don't shake my head, I get so excited when I see them. I want to do a Marvin the martian one! You definitely need a bit of warning so you can cover them up, don't want her seeing them until they're done.

Eeew.. 10 is late. I’ll do my best to stay with you but I can’t promise too. @MissGremlin

I really need to lay all my tweety ones out so I don’t order the same! I’ll keep getting them though. I’m loving the designs. Marvin sounds cute. I’m definitely a tweety girl. If mum and dad see stuff with tweety that’s cheap they get it for me or tell me about it so I can go get it. I’ve got a really big tweety teddy on the bed if one of my spare rooms!

@Captain24 goodness I don't expect you to stay up that late with me, one of us not getting enough sleep is enough 😂. I'll have my friend to chat to as she's up late aswell.

Haha you've got a tweety collection happening! I really want to get more stitch ones, I only have one big one that I did and a little one. But there's never any available. Oohhh a giant tweety, that's so cool!

I made this last night, it's just a little fidget toy but i like it.

We will see what happens @MissGremlin at least you will have your friend if I can’t do it.

Hopefully they bring more out for you.

I just feel like crying… Im just so happy and relieved. I’m loving the diamond art, I’m loving listening to my music and just jumping and dancing around to it! I never thought that this would happen to me. It’s a gloomy day but I have my doors and blinds open. There’s little showers here and there but I’m embracing it.

@Captain24 I might be lucky to have both of you for company!

I haven't seen any for ages other than crappy little ones that aren't even proper diamond art.

Awwww sweet, I'm so happy to hear this. It makes my heart melt to know that you've found joy in things after all the hard work you've done. Honestly you truly deserve to feel that joy and happiness, you're amazing sweetheart ❤️

You could be! @MissGremlin

Its raining properly now and it’s nice to listen too.

I have worked hard and I do deserve it. It’s all paid off right now. I can even accept that you said I was amazing. My psych actually used the same word! My response in thank you! That’s what I said to her too.

Hopefully they bring proper ones out. You don’t want things that aren’t right. Maybe if you save up you could order a custom one in 30x40? A little cheaper. If you have an awesome picture that you love?