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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 woohoo! Absolutely amazing sweet. Can relate about the bra, its the first thing I take off when I get home 😂.

I'm sitting with my diamond art and with you ☺️

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Yay!! Just so you know I love doing this with you. Just knowing we are virtually together! @MissGremlin

Hoe big is the one you are working on?

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@Captain24 I love it too sweet ☺️. Just having the connection while doing something we both enjoy is awesome.

It's 30×40cm and it's got 33 colours. What size is yours?

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This is 40x50 but it’s the first custom I’ve had with only 31 colours! I’m still worried about his hair being purple but this is one of the ones that I have to trust the process. @MissGremlin 

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@Captain24 both customs I got are 36 colours. Hopefully it will start coming together as you get further along. Have you emailed them about the other one yet?

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No I haven’t maybe I should stop what I’m doing and do that so it’s done @MissGremlin

This is my anxiety for you… it absolutely scares me and makes me shake to do that and actually complain. But I know I need to do it. I’ll send them the original and the canvas and then I’ll send them the pic of my rabbit and the canvas. Both are extremely white and he can out white.

I’ll have a smoke… calm down and do it!

Remember when you got little diamond arts and you decided to try a 30x40 and it was the biggest you had ever done! Now look at you

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@Captain24 i can completely understand, i get the same way. Just slowly sweet, take some deep breaths and know that I'm here with you while you do the email. I'll even do something that's hard for me and that's ringing the psychology place again even though I'm so tired of chasing up a place that clearly doesn't want to help me.

Haha yes i was doing little ones then 30×30 now the biggest I've done was the custom at 40×50. Laylah's is 50×50.

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I did it!! I sent I complaint through the it’s. I couldn’t attach pictures but I explained and gave them the order number. Just need to wait and see when they get back to me. @MissGremlin Thank you.. that’s off my mind now!

How did your phone call go?

I have really changed diamond art for you haven’t I!!! It’s all for the best though!

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@Captain24 well done sweet, super proud of you. Fingers crossed they don't take too long to get back to you.

I made my call but had to leave a message so now I just have to wait for them to ring back.

Haha the first ones I ever did were 30×30cm! I was getting the small ones from the reject shop though which were good when I needed something quick to do. But now I love the big ones and the more detail the better. You've made me look for ones that have detail and push myself to go bigger 😂.

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They sent an automated email saying that it picks up prominent colours. So I have to wait and see what they say. They said 24-48 hours. @MissGremlin

Well done on your call. It’s ok that you left a message. It shows to them that you are really trying. I hope they get back to you with a positive response. Make sure you answer your phone!! I know the anxiety but you need answers.

It has become an addiction for me. But I will change to something else in a while but I really want to do these ones for mum and I’m desperate to do the sunset one! It’s the first one I will do after Christmas. I’ll do honey after I finish doing mums. I really want to do Bob too. Then I’ve got a Keiko and Jett one and a pix and Jett one. If the sunset works I have a few landscape ones I want to do. Like the blow hole I went to with a friend last year! All the customs have meaning and I love it. You have converted me too though into the cheap quicker ones. Quicker results!

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