I can’t cope

Oh no!! I still need to order one but considering having today off has cost me close to $1000 it’ll have to wait. The one I want is $449 so I’ll have to watch for sales. The cheapest Apple Watch is over $500 but it’s just the base and I think I’ll get more with the Fitbit! I’m missing it so much though! @MissGremlin

Halfway on the chrome one is massive! It feels good doesn’t it. Have you stepped back to look at it or waiting until it’s finished?

@Captain24 I can't be without mine as I use it to monitor my heart. I got the sense 2 for just over $380 but had to use my afterpay which i save for emergencies. They aren't cheap but worth it as they do last a while. Hopefully you'll be able to get one soon, it's hard when the bills keep coming but the income doesn't.

I have stepped back and it looks ok from a distance, still waiting to see the whole picture though 😂.

I’m going to get the sense 2 as well but haven’t seen it at that price! My tax should be in soon and I’ll register my car and maybe after that there could be money left over after I also pay the accommodation for our holiday. @MissGremlin. speaking of which, I need to book the pink slip in!!

It’ll look great! I try not to look at it until the end but sometimes I don’t I’m scared it’s not going to work. I was scared with Keikos as the sand and her hair were all the same colour.

No worries at all @MissGremlin

I hope doing some diamond art with Captain helps ease things for you today 😊

Thanks lovely, I hope the rest of your day goes more smoothly for you, we will chat soon 💛

@Captain24 i found it on special in Myer of all places. Get the important things out of the way first and then hopefully you'll have some left.

It's scary when it doesn't look like it is going to turn out ok. I'm just unsure of some of the colours but once I'm finished I'm hoping it will all come together.

I just had to take Casper out and the sun was shining so I sat out there and closed my eyes and took some deep breaths, it felt good. Well until the neighbour started up there lawnmower 😂. @Nala2022 @AuntGlow 

Thank you @Nala2022. I keep harping on about it but I really stoked and happy about it. Also amazingly shocked. The change in my thoughts has me wanting to shout it from the rooftops! Plus being able to talk to you about staying in it and that it’s hard but gets easier helps so much.

I have just never felt sooooo good

I’ll have a look around when I get the money to. @MissGremlin

OH MY GOD!!! That is amazing! I am so proud of you for taking that moment. I’m glad it felt good. We need to find more moments like that. Just the little things to take the time to breathe and take it in.

I love that you were just into that moment. Damn lawnmower! 😂

@AuntGlow i just tagged you in a post that I wrote to Nala2022 earlier. Can you please read it? It’ll make you smile!

@Captain24 it was completely unplanned, I was just out there and it felt ok in that moment. The sun has run away now, it's not staying out for long today.

Damn lawnmower indeed, it disturbed my moment 😂.

Of course the neighbour had to start mowing the lawn right when you were enjoying the peace 😂

I’m glad you got to sit in the sun for a little bit though @MissGremlin, it sounds like those few quiet moments and deep breaths felt really nice 😊💛