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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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It’s currently 7 here! @MissGremlin The mince is cooked and the pasta is in! I chucked heaps of veggies in the mince!

OMG that is awesome. It’s the little things that make all the difference. Keep going with it! You are doing so well!

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@Captain24 at least you're out of the minuses for now. Chucking lots of veggies into the mince will make it extra yummy 😋.

Thankyou sweet, I'm trying hard to keep on top of things especially since I know I'll be having an unexpected visit next week sometime.

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It’ll make the meal go further and it’s healthier @MissGremlin. I need to try and eat better as that should help too.

At least it’ll be clean and tidy if you do get the visit.

What can we do about the laundry? How can we keep that safer and more manageable? I don’t want you to go through the trigger and distress that you went through? It sounded as though it was the biggest/hardest thing?

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@Captain24 yes it will make it go further and veggies are good for you. I know it can be so hard to eat healthy when you're exhausted after work but you're doing so well to make a good meal while you can.

They said early next week they would come out again.

I'm really not sure, it gets dusty in there cos of the dryer. I don't like touching the chemicals so trying to wipe it down regularly is hard. I'm going to try to keep the other shelf clean where the laundry baskets sit though.

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Do you use the chemicals? @MissGremlin 

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@Captain24 I don't use them myself but they do get used occasionally.

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Ok. We can work together to deal with them in 3 months. If the rest is ok then it won’t be as daunting. Oh and we will start with that so the hardest thing is out of the way!!! @MissGremlin

I have cooked my dinners, washed the dishes, cleaned the kitchen, packed and unpacked the dishwasher, eaten and got my work bag and lunch box as ready as I can! All I have to do is sort the lunches into containers and iron my work clothes! I’ve been busy! I should get to mums by 11!

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@Captain24 thankyou for all your help sweet ❤️.

Wow! You've done amazing sweet, I'm so glad that you've been able to get a much ready as you can. Hoping you can get a good sleep before work tonight and that your shift goes ok.

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Guess who has mild to moderate sleep apnea! @MissGremlin . I get the full report in Tuesday. I’ll have to remember to do my blood tests on Tuesday so I can make an appointment and see my GP and work out what to do from here

I just have to iron my work clothes and head to mums but I think I’ll leave the ironing until later. I have clothes for tonight. Everything else is done!

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@Captain24 that sucks but I'm glad you did the sleep study to find out. Definitely make sure you get the blood test done, hopefully there's an easy solution.

Doing the ironing later sounds like a good idea.

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