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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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This sort of thing happens a lot around here when travelling to and from work at the hours we do. It’s dark and there are animals! @MissGremlin

On the way home I had this car sitting right up my arse. He was so close I could see his lights either. The second he had a safe chance he went around me. Then what did he do??? Drive the same speed as me! He just has to be in front! There is lots of stupid stuff that happens.

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@Captain24 ugh that's just frustrating. I remember the crazy drivers I'd come across when I was driving in the country.

One day when I was with one of my ex's we had a car fly past us doing at least 100km in the 50km zone, it was pouring with rain and we looked at each other and said he's going to crash. Sure enough a few minutes down the road he'd rolled his car, was lucky he went into the tree and not down the hills. We were first on the scene, he was completely drunk and then he was hitting on me (I was only about 17 at the time) begging me not to tell the police he'd been drinking. Surprised that he escaped with only some scratches and bruising!

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People can be so stupid! @MissGremlin 

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@Captain24 they most definitely can be!

I've just finished my section of diamond art so I'm going to pack up and lay down, I'm struggling to keep my eyes open.

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That’s ok. My washing has just finished so I’m going to hang it have a shower and go to bed myself! @MissGremlin

I really hope you can get some decent sleep tonight.

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@Captain24 I hope your can get a good night's sleep sweet, lots of love and hugs to you. Thankyou for chatting to me ❤️.

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I actually slept really well and missed most of the cold morning! @MissGremlin.

Im currently trying to talk myself into getting of the lounge and cooking my dinners! But I have to babies sitting on me. Oh and I also set my alarm for a little earlier to see if I have time for a shower and see if that changes my nights. It’s going to be really freezing over night though! Like I’m talking minuses while I’m working!

How are you?

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Hello @Captain24 sweet, I'm glad you slept really well and missed most of the warm morning.

Awww having them sitting on you is enough of a reason to not move yet. Hopefully it helps to change the nights a bit. That's really cold, It's never that bad where I am.

I'm really tired, I just keep waking up every few minutes during the night and I'm really over it.

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I know. The truck I was in yesterday shows the outside temperature and it was minus 2 at 8 am! @MissGremlin. it gets extremely cold where I am!

I’ve just out the water in to boil and about to cook the mince. It’s going to be late but I’ll just have to deal with it.

I’ve got to try and see if o can keep things semi up so if having a shower helps then I’ll try that.

Im sorry about your sleep. What are your plans for the day?

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@Captain24 it does get extremely cold where you are. At the moment where I am it's 13⁰.

Hopefully it's not too late for you as I know you need your rest before work tonight but you've done well to start cooking.

I'm currently making bacon and egg muffins for breakfast. After that I'm not sure. I've gotten into the habit of wiping the stove and kitchen bench before I go to bed and in the mornings wiping the bathroom sink down.

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