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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 chatting to you has been so helpful in many ways, not only did we do diamond art together but we also got our housework done aswell.

Saying it out loud can make it feel more real which in this case is a good thing. You've done incredible sweet and I'm so proud of you, you amaze me with the effort you put in to change things.

We will do diamond art whenever we can together, there's no hurry with it ☺️.

Oh no, not the fitbit! I'd be lost without mine 😂. Glad you've got points with Telstra that you can use to get a watch though.

I really do, it's been so crap for ages. It's frustrating that I'm completely exhausted but my body/mind just won't rest and sleep.

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We did get a lot done being accountability buddies. @MissGremlin

Thank you. I really do everything I can. I know where I want to and need to get. It’s just a long rocky road. Lots of ups and downs but I have to work hard and focus continually. I need to listen and work together with my psych. But I’m not going to lie. It’s really really hard work and I couldn’t do it without the support I have.

My ADHD is kicking in again. I’ve decided when I finish this diamond art I’m going to start a 3D puzzle and do that instead until my customs come and I can do both for a bit of a break.

I know… I’m devastated!! I’ve had it about 8 years! So I guess it’s time to upgrade. I’ll just have to see what I want but it won’t be too expensive.

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@Captain24 i know it's hard work but you'll get there, you've already come such a long way. I'm so glad that you've got the support to help you through, you truly deserve it.

Doing a 3D puzzle after sounds like a good idea. I'll be doing the custom and another one as the custom will take alot longer and I can't do it when I'm sitting in bed.

I've had mine for quite a while, no idea how long. It's starting to crack underneath so no doubt I'll need to replace it at some stage but it's still working so I'll keep it for as long as it keeps going. Some of them are so expensive, it's crazy.

I'm so looking forward to sitting in bed and starting a new diamond art.

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I thought the 3D puzzle was a good idea. The only thing is it makes a mess on my kitchen bench! @MissGremlin

Thays ok. An easy one and a hard one. It’ll take a long time but that’s ok it will be worth it in the end. It takes me a couple of months and it’s the only one I do!!!

I don’t think that you can actually buy them anymore! This one was around $400 and the apples start at $450 so it’s not that much difference.

I’ve been sitting here doing diamond art and just realised the time. I haven’t eaten! I had a huge lunch so I’m not hungry but I have to eat for my meds!!! I’m a bit stupid. But I am nearly finished! 😂

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@Captain24 it might make a mess but it's not a trashed mess, it's a work in progress mess 😂.

Yes an easy one at night time and the hard one during the day. They are definitely worth the wait, I just need to have it finished before the next school holidays start, no idea when that even is yet though.

I have a fitbit sense currently but the next one up from that is still very expensive even though it's been out for a while. Could never deal with Apple though, they confuse me 😂.

Haha you got lost in the diamond art, it's so easy to lose track of time when doing them. Hopefully you can find something quick to eat so you can take your tablets.

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Here you go @MissGremlin

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@Captain24 awww that's absolutely adorable, I just love it 😍.

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I’ve just sealed it and the other tweety one. Hopefully I’ll have time to do another coat in the morning before I go to the training day, then one when I get home and be able to put them away for now. @MissGremlin

I had 2 minute noodles for dinner so I could take my meds. It’s time for bed but I don’t feel ready. I need to get some good sleep in as tomorrow is going to be a very long boring day and I need to stay awake!! I usually start to nod if during it!!! 😂

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@Captain24 I'm glad you've put sealer on them, they are both so cute.

Good to hear you had some 2 minute noodles so you could take your meds. The training day sounds boring, hoping it goes fast for you. Fingers crossed you can get a good sleep tonight sweet.

Have you been able to see my diamond art yet?

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No. Where did you post it? @MissGremlin 

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