I can’t cope

I managed to get myself ready and I’m here waiting for my friend. @MissGremlin Ive put the shopping bags in my car so I don’t forget to go shopping and my scripts are ready! I will have everything done! Yay! Then go home and walk the dogs. My head is still bouncing but I think I am in control.

I hope you are resting and get a good rest

I know you aren’t up for talking and that’s ok. I understand totally. @MissGremlin There is no pressure and I respect you for looking out for yourself.

Lunch was really good. It was good to catch up and chat. She said I look and sound really good, so that was nice to hear!

I’ve been to the supermarket and the chemist. I’d really like to take dogs for a walk but I don’t want to be pressured for time. So I’m just going to sit in the sun for a little bit and then maybe some diamond art before my next appointment at 3.

I hope your afternoon routine runs smoothly for you.

Please know that I’m thinking of you!

@Captain24 I'm so glad and proud that you were able to go and see your friend today and it sounds like it was a great time catching up.

You've done so well to get to the supermarket and chemist. It's ok if you don't get to take the dogs for a walk today, do they sit with you when you sit in the sun?

I'm sorry I didn't have it in me to communicate much today, I wore myself out completely. I did manage to finish my diamond art but haven't taken a picture yet. I tried to have a little nap but it didn't really work given that I only had an hour by the time I'd finished my diamond art.

I hope your appointment goes ok for you sweet, thinking of you ❤️

@Captain24 I also managed to get an appointment for Saturday with my doctor, a bit earlier than the 11th. Really wanting to both get that referral for the sleep study done and also talk to him about my heart.

I’m glad you got an earlier appointment. @MissGremlin I think that that’s the best thing. Get it looked at sooner rather than later. I hope it works out.

It’s ok that you can’t communicate. I 100% understand. I have troubles as a well at times.

My accountant appointment was goo. I got a refund, just enough to cover registering my car. That’s money I don’t need to find!

Mims taking them for a walk in the morning so they will get that. If it’s ok I will still keep posting to you but no need to read or respond.

@Captain24 I'm really glad I've been able to get an appointment sooner.

I think i burnt my social battery out 😂.

Yay for being able to cover registration for your car, that's a big relief.

I bet they'll enjoy the walk with your mum tomorrow, you've done amazing taking them for a walk while you've been off of work. Please do keep posting to me, I will always do my best to reply even if it's a little delayed.

I've got a migraine and pain relief hasn't helped it. Then when I got back home there was an injured galah on the road so that's just been collected by a rescue place to be looked after.

@Captain24 Ok it was really hard to get a picture as the sparkly gems don't come out properly but here's the mystery one.

@Jynx @AuntGlow @Nala2022 

I’m sitting here doing some diamond art @MissGremlin

Sorry I wore your social battery out. We have talked quite a bit in the last 2 weeks. It has been really good. I’m actually going to miss you. I won’t really be able to pop on much tomorrow until I get home and then after my psych appointment. Then the next 5 barely at all. so you can have a break!!

I have really enjoyed my time off especially the last week when I got myself under control and settled. The walks, the sun, the chilling and the connection has all been so good.

Im sorry the pain relief isn’t working. I’m glad you helped the galah and that someone came and picked it up.

@Captain24 you didn't wear it out sweet, I've absolutely loved chatting to you and I'm going to miss you being back at work. But we will still chat in between whenever you can ☺️.

The first week was definitely a bit rough but you've done so well to get things under control and have those grounding moments. It's been so good to do diamond art together while you've been off.

This migraine needs sleep for it to go away, just hoping i can tonight. I've got to pick another diamond art to start.

I thought I might have been your social battery we have been chatting heaps. @MissGremlin We can definitely chat on my days off. I’ll see any messages when I get home from work and will respond if possible.

I think my psych helped with the change. Listening to her and listening to myself. But I had already started the walking and grounding though. When I talked to her I could hear myself. There’s something about saying out loud be able to see what I’m doing to myself.

We can do diamond art in my days off. I just won’t have a weekend for 2 weeks. As I work for the next 2.

Il finish this diamond art and see where my custom ones are when I finish. Plus I also need to research Apple Watches as my Fitbit has just broken! But I’m going to go through Telstra with that and use my points and add it to my phone bill that’s already in credit.

I really hope you can sleep. You REALLY need it!