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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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It does help. I’m much more clear headed. Not all the time but I have more control over it. @MissGremlin

Yay!!! Is it detailed or fairly easy?

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@Captain24 I just find things getting alot harder to manage lately. Like when I've got energy i can get lots done but when I crash, I crash hard and fast.

It's still pretty easy i reckon. But it is square dots so time consuming 😂

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It could be burn out @MissGremlin

Oh yay you got squares. You’re going to be so happy in many weeks when you have finished it.

I’ve just finished my dinner.

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@Captain24 Yes i got squares! I can't wait to finish it, but i know it's going to take me a long time.

I'm glad you've had dinner sweet. I just cleaned my stove so that's another thing done and I cleaned my kitchen bench off. I need to dust my loungeroom but that's a huge task.

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I’m just sitting here watching the block. It’s nice to be just sitting and doing nothing. I’m not really into it much though. I have t really sat and watched much tv

Yay another thing done! Look at you go. I struggle with the dusting bug I try not to look at it as a whole. I try to just do one cabinet at a time. Not look at the big picture. You still have a little while so you could do a little bit tomorrow and the rest Tuesday. So it’s not so overwhelming. @MissGremlin

I did do a little more diamond art though. I finished 2 more colours.

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@Captain24 I'm glad you're just sitting and doing nothing even if you aren't really focused on TV.

I'm glad i got those things done, they'll only need a quick going over before inspection. The dusting isn't even a big deal really as it's not affecting the property, it's just me that wants to try to do a bit of it.

Yay for getting a not more diamond art done. I've just sat in bed to do a bit of the mystery one again.

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I’m about to feed the dogs and then I think I’ll go to bed. @MissGremlin. I’m tired.

Yeah.. now that it’s clean and sorted it’s the last little bits that you want to finish for your self!

Im glad you are doing that in bed. Sitting and resting. Maybe I’ll get to see it soon!!

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@Captain24 that sounds like a really good idea. I hope you can get a good night's sleep sweet.

Hopefully you will soon, I'm trying to get it finished before you go back to work.

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Don’t hurry.. do it in your own time! @MissGremlin. I wanted this one finished yesterday but it probably won’t get finished until my next break.

Im just about to have a shower. I’m totally spent and my good mood is dropping really rapidly.

I hope you are doing as ok as you can and that you are able to get some sleep tonight

Talk tomorrow.

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@Captain24 I'm not rushing it, just trying to focus more on it.

I'm hearing you on the mood dropping, it's the same for me. Hoping we can both get a good sleep tonight.

Night night sweetheart, lots of love and hugs to you ❤️.

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