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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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That’s funny.. if you seen the size of my sections you would freak out. @MissGremlin

Im sure you are. Just to sit and be alone with Casper.

It’s so frustrating when you miss but with the size of my sections I miss a lot. I’m really impressed when it’s not many. I probably miss more in one section that I have this whole picture.

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@Captain24 I do work on big sections sometimes but when I'm alone and have quiet time. It's overwhelming when there's noise and being constantly talked to.

At least it's not hard to fill in a couple of dots if you miss them.

I've had to start dinner here, my back is sore again. I think tomorrow i might need to have a rest day otherwise I'm going to burn myself out.

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Yes tomorrow you definitely deserve a rest day. @MissGremlin All you have left to do is a general tidy and that can wait until Wednesday as I’m guessing you will have to do it again anyway! You have done so well to get this far. The pressure is off!

Im about to put it down to. I’m going to fold the doona cover and I want to set a device up on my tv so I’ll do that and then have some dinner!

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@Captain24 i might do little bits tomorrow if I'm up for it but we'll see. Thankyou sweet, it's nice to know that there's not as much left to do now.

That sounds like a good idea. What's for dinner tonight? I'm doing sausages and bread.

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Little bits is ok but rest is also important. Today was hard for you. @MissGremlin

You have a couple of days for the little bits. I’ll be at work on Thursday so send me a message with how you go and I’ll get it when I get home!

Im glad that I have helped you. Sorry if it felt pushy.

Im just having pasta and cheese when this is set up.

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@Captain24 you haven't been pushy at all sweet, i really appreciate your help and encouragement.

I just sorted out the gems to my first custom one, 36 colours. It's set up and ready to start now.

Pasta and cheese is yummy 😋

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Any time that you need to keep the adhd at bay just ask. @MissGremlin

Ive just set up my tv thing just not sure if I’ve done it right! The recordings is what is important.

That’s what I’ve had for the last couple of nights.

Im glad you have at it up. Which one are you doing first?

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@Captain24 thankyou sweet, I'm actually going to talk to my doctor about the possibility of getting a diagnosis cos there's times when things are getting too much for me to cope with.

Hopefully it's set up right, technology is tricky sometimes.

I'm doing the one for my friend first. It's 40×50cm.

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I can only wait and see. I have The block set for recording tonight and I’ve added it as a series. I’ve also set up home and way. I’ll see how it goes this week and then may have to figure something out! @MissGremlin

The thing is is that a diagnosis is good but it doesn’t change what is already going on. Just a better understanding as to why and how things happen. I’m medicated which has made a huge change.

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@Captain24 fingers crossed it all records ok.

I may need to be medicated, it might just help to actually get things under control. Was just a thought anyway, I'll talk to my doctor and see what he says.

I've just started a very small section of the custom diamond art.

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