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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Good work. Is it feeling a little more manageable now? @MissGremlin We have got this together. I’m hoping the other one is quick and you can do it after the shops. Then rest for the rest of that day! I’ve got plans for you for tomorrow! I have t seen your house but I’m hoping it is easier.

I’ve just whipper snippered my back yard and now I’m going to mow!

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@Captain24 I've done the 2 rooms. I'm stopping to have crumpets now and do lunch then I'll head to the shops. I think that's it for today after that.

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Ok that’s all good. you have acheived a lot! That room can wait until tomorrow morning. You seem to work better in the mornings! I do too. I’ll be here beside you then as well! @MissGremlin we have got this inspection together. What time Tuesday is it?

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@Captain24 that other room I'm not touching so it's just the rest of the house now. The inspection is on Thursday.

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Oh… we have plenty of time!!! I was thinking Tuesday. This is easy and we have got this! Do you still have one spare room to go or are both done? @MissGremlin I just hope you are ok with me telling you what to do? Please let me know if I’m too much. It’s just how I work to get things done. You don’t do lists so I’m trying to be your list. Now I know it’s Thursday we will have all this done by Tuesday! Wednesday you can relax and be all ready for Thursday! I would help you if I could and we would have it done in no time. I’ve only given myself a few things to do each day as well. So then I can have chill time and hopefully keep my good mood happening.

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@Captain24 nope there's only 3 rooms and the 2 i can do are done now. I'll leave the vacuuming until Wednesday as it's easier to do it the day before. You don't know how much I appreciate your help while doing this, it really makes it alot easier to manage. I'm glad you're doing a few things each day aswell, we're both doing well with not pushing ourselves too much.

I'm about to do my hair and then head to the shops. When I get back I'll have dishes to do and then I'm going to do my diamond art.

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You have done so well and sound so much calmer about it all! I have easy days for you tomorrow and Monday. Nothing Tuesday and a little Wednesday but not much either. @MissGremlin

I have about 15minutes to go on mowing my back yard. The. I’ll clean the back porch and go to the shops. I’ll see how I feel after if I start the front or not. That’ll leave tomorrow with only bathing the dogs and changing my bed linen which is not much at all!

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Are you ok @MissGremlin 

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@Captain24 i just got home from the shops.

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That’s good. Now you are able to do some diamond art to rest and recover @MissGremlin.

I have just weeded the garden and I’ll whipper snipper it and mow.

I’ll clean the porches tomorrow! I’ll be finished in about and hour or maybe a bit more. Then I can join you!

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