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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 I'm sitting with my diamond art. I'll only be able to do it until 4.30 then I have to start dinner.

You've done so well, I'm proud of you. My back is really sore and my heart won't settle which is really starting to irritate me.

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That’s ok. Maybe we can do some tonight? @MissGremlin

Sorry your heart is playing up and your back is sore. Do you have any positions that you can lay in to ease it? I will be very sore tomorrow! 😂 and tired tonight!

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@Captain24 I'll definitely be doing more tonight once I get to sit in bed.

If I lay down it won't hurt but I can't do that until bedtime. I'll just take some pain relief and hopefully that eases it. I can imagine you will be sore tomorrow after doing so much today.

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I’ll make sure that I’ve had a shower, washed my hair, had a bath and then dinner before you get there! @MissGremlin

My body is hurting so much! My shoulders and my arms! I just have mowing the front lawn left!

I went to the shops and as I got there I realised I didn’t have my phone so I had no money! 😂 Lucky I noticed! So I just dropped the sleep test into the chemist and came home. I’m just having a 10 minute rest before I finish mowing. It’ll take me probably 20 minutes if I get stuck into it!

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@Captain24 that sounds like a good plan to me.

I'm not surprised. I'm glad you only have the front lawn left to do.

Haha oh that sucks, but at least you realised before getting the shopping. Having a rest first is a good idea. Have you made sure you've had enough to drink?

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I’ve been drinking but not the right stuff! I’ll have an electrolyte ice pole after my shower and while I’m waiting for the bath to fill up. @MissGremlin

Ive just talked myself into doing the front. I stink from sweat! I’m covered in grass and mud. It’s disgusting. I can’t wait for a shower and get the grass off me and out of my hair!

How’s the diamond art going?

We will have plenty of time tomorrow afternoon to do it together. Maybe I’ll finish mine tomorrow

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@Captain24 at least you're drinking something 😂. And electrolyte icy-pole sounds good.

It will definitely be nice to wash all the grass and mud off.

Very slowly, I'm getting disturbed all the time so it's hard to get much done.

That would be cool to finish it tomorrow.

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@Captain24 my custom diamond arts are out for delivery!

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I did it!!! I got the front mowed!!!! @MissGremlin. I’m exhausted and sore but it’s done!!!!!

Im sorry you are being disturbed it’s almost time to get dinner sorted for you. Hopefully that goes easy and everything falls into place for the rest of your routine.

OMG that’s so exciting! They should arrive before you finish this one!!!

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@Captain24 yay, you've done absolutely amazing sweet. I'm sorry that you're so sore and exhausted now but you did it.

It's just over 30 minutes until I start dinner, I really don't want to cook though.

Yes they should, I can't wait ☺️

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