I can’t cope

@Nala2022 honestly I get blood noses every single day sometimes several times, it's rather annoying but I've learnt to just live with it. I'm trying to push through to keep doing things but I'm struggling. It's hard when my mind wants to get things done but my body says nope.

The best thing to come out of Covid! I log in 5 minutes before my appointment starts and all I have to wear is a semi decent top! No driving, no getting there early. I am always early as I have a real issue with being late or on time. Plus it’s just so easy to fit into your day! @Nala2022

I did think about starting with packet mixes that you just add milk and eggs or something. I might have a look next time I’m at the supermarket.

Last summer I was mowing the lawn every week and mum and dads in 38-40 degree heat! Yes I got hot and really sweaty, plus needed to stay hydrated but I actually enjoyed it. It’s about 15 here and I’m struggling to talk myself into go out and doing it! 😂

It’s a really nice feeling. I’m trying to help missgremlin with her inspection. I’m hoping I’m helping to stop the overwhelm.

Oh no, I’m sorry you have to deal with that so often @MissGremlin

Try to be gentle with yourself and only do what you have the energy for. It’s okay to take breaks when your body is asking for them. I know that can be really hard when your mind wants to keep going and you feel like you should be doing more, but resting is also part of looking after yourself

It’s ok to get distracted for a bit. Casper needed to be done and so did the dishes. Now to find somewhere for your lucky stars. They don’t have to be packed away out of sight. Can you put them in a shelf or tall boy or something? @MissGremlin.

I am dressed in my yard clothes! One step done and I’ve charged the battery for my whipper snipper! 2 steps done!

Please don’t think I’m pushing you? I really am trying to help and make it feel less overwhelming for you. I have plans for you tomorrow too so it all doesn’t have to be done at once. I hope what I’m doing is ok?

@Nala2022 I'm trying hard to take breaks in between doing things. I also need to go to the shops today so trying to make sure I have enough energy for that.

@Captain24 I found a shopping bag to put them in, just so they aren't on the floor when I need to vacuum.

Woohoo, you're doing well sweet!

No, not at all. I appreciate your help so much. I often just burn myself out by doing everything at once. I need to go to the shops today aswell.

I’m glad it’s ok. I just didn’t want to be pushing you if you didn’t like it or it was too much pressure. @MissGremlin

I have to go into town this afternoon too. At least mum got Pixies insulin for me. I think I might do the back then head in and see how I feel when I get home. It could be time for diamond art then.

@Captain24 I have to do lunch here before I can head to the shops.

I'm glad that mum got Pixies insulin for you, that's one less thing to have to do.

Ok.. is your room finished? @MissGremlin 

It really is so much better! I’m the same, I really don’t like being late for anything either, so telehealth makes things much easier 😊

Yeah, why not! Some of those packet mixes are actually really nice and a good way to start without too much pressure

Oh wow, you are brave! I don’t think I’d be outside in that heat unless I was in a pool! It’s only 11 degrees here today, but when I woke up at 5:30am it was 2 degrees 🥶

I’m sure you’re helping more than you realise. Sometimes just having someone there who understands and can help break things down can make such a difference @Captain24 💛