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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 have you managed to have a shower now sweet?

Glad it's warming up, it's quite cold here at the moment, only 8⁰.

Those sleepy vibes must have gotten lost in transit.

I don't have anything on. What's your plans for the day?

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I thought I’d jump back into bed for 5 minutes for us all to warm up a bit! 2 hours later I just woke up! 😂 @MissGremlin

we have just reached 9 degrees!

I don’t have anything on either. Wanna diamond art ?

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@Captain24 I'm glad you got some more rest sweet.

It's 11⁰ here so slightly warmer.

I'm laying on my lounge at the moment. I'm not sure if I should try to do diamond art or see if I can rest. I'm not in a great headspace today, not at all (I'm safe for now).

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I actually feel well rested for the first time in ages. @MissGremlin

If you need to rest that’s ok. I’ll be doing it thinking of you anyway. This one is in zip lock bags!!!!

Im sorry you aren’t in a good headspace. That’s hard. Anything I can help with?

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@Captain24 I'm really glad that you're feeling well rested sweet.

Yay for it being in zip lock bags, makes it so much easier.

I'm not even sure what to do. I'm not myself today, I'm fighting back tears. I'm safe for now, just laying with Casper. I tried to do things earlier to help, I did dishes, a load of washing, made Caspers yoghurt snacks. But I don't have anything in me.

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It feels good. I feel healthy and especially sitting the sun @MissGremlin

Im sorry you aren’t yourself. At least you got stuff done. Plus yoghurt treat for Casper !

It’s ok that you don’t have anything in you. I know that feeling well. You just need to do what you need to do and know that I am here for you.

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Thankyou @Captain24 sweet. I really hope you have a good rest of your day. Take care of yourself ❤️.

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I will. @MissGremlin

Please look after yourself and know that I am around if you need me. I’m just a message away!

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I’m sitting here doing diamond art. I’ve started a new one. It has more detail then the one I just did. It’s still easy but I’m really enjoying the more detail but less than my normal ones. I now know why you can do them so quick. It’s actually good.

Im sorry looking forward to you seeing the ones I do so you understand me too.

It feels like a different connection. Getting to know what you do.

Im doing this while thinking of you @MissGremlin 

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@Captain24 some of them still have quite a bit of detail but certainly not as much as the custom ones you do. It's nice to have some that are quicker to do.

It's nice that we're experiencing what each other usually does. It's definitely a different kind of connection. I can't wait to get the custom ones to see what you do normally.

Thankyou sweet, I'm sorry i haven't been around today.

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