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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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hey @Jynx 

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Howdy @Captain24 what's the happs?

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Hey @Jynx how ya chugging along?

I’ve been having some really rough days. Today was actually okish. I’m in my break from work. I have been pushing myself to get things done around the house but most of it is done now except for the lawns.

But on Saturday morning, I got up and had a shower, yes a shower. Took the dogs for a walk and then sat on the grass in the sun for an hour. Pushed myself to far after that got exhausted and crashed big time. But I had a shower (yes another one) and went to bed. I did the same Sunday and Monday! Today I was tired so I didn’t take the dogs for a walk but I still had my founding time in the sun!

Today I sat and did diamond art with missgremlin and went and got my new green glasses. They are multi focal and I can’t get use to them!

Just wanted to tell you how hard I’ve been working. My psych nearly fell of her chair!

I really miss you and our chats.

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@Captain24 I hope I didn't upset you with what I said sweet. I'm sorry if I did.

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Sorry. You haven’t upset me at all @MissGremlin. I thought I had upset you as you didn’t reply so I scrolled back through and found it!

Mums pretty good with her inner child. She is collecting the Disney ooshies! But she also gets me tweety things when she sees them.

How are you going? Comfy in bed?

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@Captain24 gotta laugh at the fact that we both thought we'd upset each other 😂.

Some of those ooshies are pretty cute! I'm always on the hunt for stitch things.

I'm sitting in bed just not really with it, it's been a long day. How are you doing sweet?

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They are cute. @MissGremlin.

I know.. how funny are we!

Ive just fed the dogs and I’m going to go and have a hot shower and go to bed. I have thoughts but they aren’t consuming. Today has been an okish day. I’m tired but not exhausted. I do have a headache but I think it’s from the glasses. Maybe tonight will be a better sleep!

Im sorry you’re not with it. Anything you can do before it gets to bad?

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@Captain24 a shower and heading to bed sounds like a perfect idea, you've done really well today sweet and I'm proud of you. Hopefully the headache eases for you and the you can get a good night's sleep.

I'm trying to focus on my diamond art and I've got my TV shows playing. Will just have to see how things go.

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I wish this stupid thing would stop logging me out!!! 😤 @MissGremlin

I haven’t really done much but I made it through unscathed.

Do you know what. With your interesting diamond art and your shows I think you will do ok tonight. You’ve got this.

Talk in the morning and hopefully not at 4:30! We will both be asleep then! 😂

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@Captain24 oh I know the feeling, it drives me nuts.

Making it through unscathed is amazing sweet, you also allowed yourself to rest today.

Thankyou sweet, all I can do is my best.

I'm definitely hoping we are both asleep then. Chat to you tomorrow sweetheart, lots of love and hugs to you ❤️.

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