I can’t cope

@Captain24 i still had to go out but didn't go into the shops today, I couldn't manage that.

I'm glad it was good but get how it's so draining. It sounds good having those things to work on, hopefully they will start to help over time.

There's alot of factors that can impact our sleep. I'm glad you've got a plan in place to work on it though.

Can understand still wanting to be in bed even after having a nap. Have you been doing some of your diamond art?

I'm really struggling, I just feel like I've got nothing in me at all. My tank is completely empty. I'm safe, just cooked dinner and now I have to do dishes. I'm really looking forward to being able to sit in bed.

I’m glad you were careful @MissGremlin

She said she gave me enough to work on in a week! Lots does impact. See what happens.

I haven’t done any diamond art since we did it together. I’m sitting on the lounge watching little house on the prairie. My psych said I had to watch schnitt’s creek but I found this instead! Oops

I also have to YouTube yoga videos. One is a kids one that the poses tell stories. Trying to make it light and fun.

How are you going?

@Captain24 just as long as it's not too much to do in a week.

I remember watching that when I was growing up, think I have some of the DVDs even. Well at least you're watching something 😂.

I like the idea of keeping it light and fun.

I've been sitting on my chair, I feel frozen at the moment, just kind of zoning out. I'm safe, need to do my dishes but body doesn't want to move.

I’ve got to make new playlists for different moods and see how that work and take notice of what does and what doesn’t! @MissGremlin

I read all the books when I was little. People have been talking about it at work so at least I know what they are talking about.

Maybe just needing to sit is what you need right now.

@Captain24 that sounds like a good idea.

That's the only way I can read books now is if I've watched the movie so I don't have to try to comprehend so much.

I've managed to get up and have done my dishes.

I have read properly in absolute years. @MissGremlin Ive for the John Farnham book that I’m halfway through and it’s taken me over a year! I have to keep rereading pages as I forget what I have read.

Im really tired and really cold. I can barely keep my eyes open and can barely move. Even getting up to start sorting dinner was hard. I have fallen in a heap.

Im glad you got the dishes done. Are you able to now do your routine or do you have to sit again?

@Captain24 i was reading the love languages book and I've had that going for over 5 years 😂.

I'm sorry you've fallen in a heap sweet, it's been a big day. It's getting close to bedtime so I'm hoping that you can get a good night's sleep.

I've started my routine and really looking forward to being able to sit in bed.

So it’s not just me! @MissGremlin

It has been a big day. I have things I need to get out of my head but I don’t want to get into trouble.

I’ve just had dinner and watching the next episode. The screen is all blurry though as I feel like my vision is going.

Im glad you are doing your routine. I would love to get into bed.

@Captain24 I'm here to listen sweet but i understand about not wanting to get in trouble. As long as you say that you're safe, what you're doing to help yourself and what you're needing from the community and keep it within guidelines then you will be ok.

It sounds like your body is completely exhausted sweetheart, i struggle with my vision when I'm really tired.

I'm so close to being able to sit in bed.

I’m safe as I just don’t have the energy not to be. @MissGremlin. I think it’s just the exhaustion talking. But I do have an urge for something else but again I don’t have the energy. I don’t really have anything in me to type. Im completely physically and mentally exhausted. I just have nothing to give.

Im sorry about complaining. It’s so much worse for you. Especially with having a seizure.

Im glad you are nearly in bed. I have half an hour to go!