I can’t cope

@Captain24 all you can do is try and see how it feels. I did all kinds of dancing growing up and loved it but I can't dance to save my life now 😂.

I'm glad you had a good shower and well done for taking the dogs for a walk. Hope you're finding sitting on the grass in the sun grounding.

Thankyou sweet, i needed to keep busy to try to calm down a bit. It's ok that you've changed your mind, there's no real rush to do things. Maybe you could have breakfast and then see how you feel after? I'm glad you got your shopping done and what a bonus that delivery was basically free. Bugger about the rolls but at least it was only one thing that you couldn't get.

The peace and quiet is nice. Things are feeling pretty unsteady though so I'm trying to just take each moment as it comes (I'm safe). The washing finished so I hung up some and put the rest in the dryer. I'm just finishing eating my tacos 😋

I sent mum and dad in to get the rolls but I couldn’t get them because they didn’t have any! @MissGremlin

Ive been on the phone to her for nearly and hour and I’m still sitting out here in the sun. It’s so nice. I’m really tired though and think I may have a nap! But in a healthy way.

Then I’ll get up and cook my dinner so it’s ready to just go in the oven tonight and then clean the kitchen so I can clean up the mess!

I’ll go and get the sealer and do one coat of Jett before my nap so then when I wake up I can do the second coat.

I hope your tacos were good. I haven’t had them for ages, maybe well over a year!

Im sorry it’s unsteady for you. Moment by moment it is. What else do you have planned?

@Captain24 how disappointing, those rolls are yummy.

It sounds lovely sitting outside and I'm glad you've had someone to chat to. Having a nap sounds like a good idea.

What's for dinner tonight?

Once you've done the sealer that will be another one completely finished other than being framed.

I have them occasionally, they were yummy though. I did the dishes already so that's all done until dinner time.

I don't have anything planned now. Things have crashed pretty hard here so I'm just laying on my lounge snuggled with Casper (I'm safe).

They didn’t need anything at Coles but went in there to see if they had them and they did so now all I have to do is pop around and get them! @MissGremlin

Just a question and please be honest. Does it trigger you when I talk about them?

Im having pasta bake so when I get up I’ll cook the pasta, mince and throw in frozen veggies and put it in the dish ready to chuck in the oven tonight. Then I’ll clean the kitchen and do the floors so I feel comfortable in my clean house.

I’ve tried to make things a little easier for me. I have written out all the things I want to get done, like the lawns and stuff. That will take all day as I need to weed the garden and I’ll clean the front porch and back deck as well. The rest of the things are actually quick jobs that won’t even take an hour each. It feels a little more doable.

I’ve got nowhere to hang the dogs pictures but I will hang the pre-made ones that I have done in my hall with the others.

Sorry I have a case of verbal diarrhoea today. I’ve been talking all day. I’ve been messaging mum all morning and then talked to her and I’ve been messaging my friend. I feel really chatty right now.

You are good with your dishes, if I didn’t have a dishwasher I’d have dishes everywhere!

Im sorry things have crashed. That’s why I’m going to go and have a quick nap now before I get to tired.

Is there anything I can do to help? Be a sounding board?

@Captain24 I'm going to try to nap so I shall come back to your post later. Hopefully we can both get a good nap in.

Did you get a nap? @MissGremlin 

@Captain24 I've tried so hard to. My head is absolutely pounding and that alarm going off on my phone certainly didn't help.

Have you managed to nap sweet?

That arm scared the shit out of me! 😂

I did get a nap and I have dinner cooked ready to go just waiting on my groceries to be delivered in the next 5 minutes. Then I’ll pack them away and clean the kitchen and floors.

Im sorry about your head pounding and not being able to get a nap. It’d be nearly time for you to go out again wouldn’t it?

@Captain24 it definitely made me jump 😂.

I'm glad you had a nap and that dinner is cooked, ready to go. You've got a few things to do once the shopping arrives, hoping it all goes smoothly sweet.

I've just got to my first destination, it's turned out to be a warm day here, the sun is shining but it's windy.

The shopping is here and unpacked! I even tided one of the shelves in my pantry while I was packing it away! @MissGremlin. I’ll finish the bottom one and then there is only 2 to go! No pressure! Go me!

Im going to head around to mums and get those rolls and I’ll come back and finish cleaning.

I work well under pressure but then I crash. I can only do it safely if I want to do it.

At least it’s a nice day, shame about the wind though. We have really only had a light breeze. I did just shut the blinds though as it’s cooling down.

One destination done! How many more?