I can’t cope

@Captain24 yay for the shopping being unpacked, you did so well to clean one of the shelves off.

Sounds like a good plan to me. Just remember that there's no need to push yourself, you're getting things done and you're doing amazing.

I'm not a fan of the sun, it's too bright and warm 😂. Give me rain any day!

Only 1 more to do but that's at the shops, I don't want to go to the shops 😂.

yay for the shelf! @MissGremlin

Ive just been to mums and they weren’t home so that was good I could just run in and out!

Now hopefully the sealer brush is dry and I’ll do another coat on Jett. Then I’ll clean the kitchen. That might do me for today.

I guess I’m always doing something. Even be it diamond art. Very rarely these days so I just sit in the lounge. It seems to make things worse for me.

Oh… I LOVE the sun. I think I have SAD’s so the cold and gloomy weather makes things hard for me. I love thunderstorms though and listening to the rain on my tin roof. Just don’t do those cold gloomy days.

Im hoping you have finished shopping and are home now. Ready for the night rush.

@Captain24 you're welcome to come and do my pantry once you've done yours 😂.

Glad you were about to run in and out and you now have yummy rolls.

That sounds good, you've done so well today sweet.

I'm busy mornings and afternoons/nights so during the day I try hard to rest. Like this time of the day is non-stop for me, I don't get to sit down until bedtime.

See i love the cold weather but that's cos I don't cope in the heat, even the sun today makes me feel blah. Thunderstorms are the best though!

@Captain24 oh something exciting, I ordered a mystery diamond art so I'll have no idea what the picture is until it's done or at least starts coming together 😂. It arrived today as did a few other kits.

OMG…. The complete crash yesterday!! Guess what………… I have finished my pantry! Only the shelves I use the others are still fine. It’s finally done!!!!!!!! @MissGremlin oh and my kitchen is sparkling.

Ob I get why you sit down. I only have to look after myself. All my pop did was sit or lay in bed. My dad is the same. I don’t want to end up like them. Also there is no judgement in what others do! Sometimes it’s all I’m capable of doing but I am also being held accountable by my GP and psych.

That sounds so cool! That should keep you engaged as you don’t know what it’s suppose to turn out like!

I’ve decided to do my floors before I go to bed because I need to move all the chairs and stools and the floor won’t dry now in this weather. Maybe I’ll wake up to a clean house!

@Captain24 the crashes are horrible and they hit so suddenly. You've done absolutely amazing sweetheart, I'm so proud of you.

I try to keep it balanced, so when I do things I do alot in a short time which usually takes everything out of me and then I have no choice but to rest cos i physically can't do anything.

The colours look like what would be to a tiger or a lion. I've got a few more coming that are mystery ones aswell.

That sounds like a good idea, then they will dry overnight. It's nice waking up to a clean house.

I've made wraps and butter chicken and I'm about to heat up my taco meat to have the rest of them for dinner. I'm completely exhausted and feeling sore.

I’ve just cleaned out the plastics cupboard. There was so much in there without kids and stuff. Stuff I’ll never use. I kept what I will use and have put them in the sink so I can run them through the dishwasher tomorrow. @MissGremlin

I feel like I could dust my house while my dinner is cooking but I’m just not sure if it’s a good idea. I feel okish though.

That sounds like a good dinner. I’ve got the oven heating up and about to put mine in.

I get doing everything at once and then not being able to do anything. I’m really really trying hard to pace myself. If I don’t I end up like last night. So for me I need to take things carefully. It’s different for you though with what goes on there.

@Captain24 yay for cleaning out the plastics cupboard, why do the lids vanish 😂.

Maybe do the dusting tomorrow, I don't want things to crash for you. You've done alot today and been out aswell.

I'm looking forward to my tacos again.

I'm trying so hard to keep on top of the cleaning especially with the inspection coming up.

My head is still pounding even though I took pain relief. My doctor also hasn't booked an appointment for me and I'm almost out of my meds, I'm going to ring tomorrow to try to get an emergency one as I really need it.

I don’t know. I’ve got a lot to run through the dishwasher though! I’m not washing them. I’ve barely used that cupboard since I moved in! @MissGremlin. I’ve just chucked a load of washing on and I’ll hang that inside. While dinner is cooking I’ll vacuum and that will only leave sweep and washing just before bed. I’m not going to dust. I’m tired!

Im glad you are looking forward to eating. That’s a good thing. I hope they are as yummy as the were earlier. I’m not sure about my pasta bake since I put veggies in it but I am looking forward to my buns. I cut them in half and put butter and mince garlic on them!

I hope you can get one! You can’t run out of meds. It’s not good.

I want a mystery one now!

@Captain24 i cleared out my plastics cupboard a while ago and got rid of alot but I seem to have accumulated more since then 😂. I'm glad you're listening to your body sweet, you still have those couple of things to do but then allow yourself to rest.

The tacos were nice, not as good as when they're first done though but that's cos I don't like reheated food really. Hoping your pasta bake is yummy, those rolls are so good.

It's all 3 of them that I'm almost out of and I really don't want to be without my anti nausea one.

You should so get one to do. The one I've got is really good quality and there's so many colours (40) and they are already in zip lock bags! It even has sparkly stickers to label the colours 😂