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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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It’s ok that you have to go @MissGremlin. I’ve changed the bed linen and going to clean the shower then go to bed. I may have time to clean the laundry before the sheets finish washing if not everything else can just wait.

I need to get some sleep before I crash too hard.

I’ll let you know when I’m up.

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@Captain24 be gentle with your wonderful self sweetheart, i hope you can get some rest ❤️.

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Hey @hopeful_hannah

We do connect well and help each other even though we do things very differently. We also respect each others boundaries.

I’m struggling a lot so I have pushed myself hard this morning and I’m now feeling it. I have achieved a lot including taking the dogs for a walk and sitting on the grass in the sun for grounding. Then I pushed myself to do chores. Yes I have done quite a few and still have some to do it’s not actually a good thing. It’s trying to push everything away. Then I can’t do it anymore and get extremely tired and crash badly. I’m nearly at that point now. I just have another hour and I can get to bed for a nap. Clean sheets, clean dogs, clean hair and clean me.

I look good but I’m definitely not.

How is your Sunday going?

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I hear you @MissGremlin and we see you doing your best even though it's hard.

I'm so glad you have Casper.

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@Captain24 That's a MASSIVE undertaking and achievements today AND it's only 1pm!

Clean sheets, clean dogs, clean hair...?!

You officially don't have to do anything else today! Oooooooh and that feeling of getting into clean sheets?! Drool. There is nothing like it!

ENJOY that when you get there..you have totally earned it!

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And I am well. AOK. Just cruising along as we do. About to blitz up a smoothie :)

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@MissGremlin that's a lot, super stressful. No idea at all? Sorry to hear this..

How old are they?

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@MissGremlin Sending prayers it's nothing serious and you hear word soon. We are here with you.

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