I can’t cope

They are happy. They are going to be even happier when I don’t go to work. pix knows the routine well! @MissGremlin

Im still sitting on the lounge. Just doom scrolling. I haven’t bathed the dogs and that can now wait until Saturday. The vets won’t notice. I’m thinking I should clean my kitchen. So at least I have done something! It I start I may keep going or I could just sit and do some diamond art!

It was just way too easy! Me going grocery shopping is suppose to be a reason the get out of the house! 😂

How are you going?

@Captain24 I bet they will be very happy when they realise that the routine has changed for a while.

It's ok that you didn't bathe the dogs today I'm actually really glad you've been letting yourself rest. Hoping the vets goes ok for Pix tomorrow. If you feel up to doing your kitchen then you can give it a try but it's also completely ok to just sit and do some diamond art.

Maybe you could alternate with the shopping, sometimes go out other times get it delivered? That way you're still getting out at times, you've still got other things you go out for though aswell.

I'm in so much pain, I have a severe tooth infection that's hit out of nowhere. It's affecting the whole left side of my face and it feels like there's so much pressure behind my left eye (I'm safe). I've just taken pain relief and I'm really hoping it at least takes the edge off. It's so bad that it's causing me to lose focus when I'm trying to do anything and I have a very high pain tolerance.

I also got the email just before about my house inspection and guess what, this time I'm already prepared, all the house needs is a general going over which I can manage.

I’m actually going to go and have a nap I’ve decided! @MissGremlin just because I can! The dogs will love it. I don’t really feel any pressure to get stuff done. I can have a chill day today and do things tomorrow. I don’t have to get everything done before I go back to work!

I will go out and get stuff. I want to cook a baked dinner one day and I’m not letting anyone else pick my meat and veggies! Plus if I get the right girl at self-serve I’ll get extra ooshies!

Im sorry about your tooth pain. That seems to happen frequently. It must be so painful.

Im glad you are ready for it this time, it takes so much stress out of it. I’m guessing in your cleaning frenzy you got ‘that’ room sorted?

@Captain24 having a nap sounds perfect and I'm sure the dogs will enjoy the snuggles, well especially Jett! It actually makes me really happy that you're allowing yourself time to rest, you truly deserve it.

Haha the ooshies! They are fun to collect, did you get an album for them? I could never let anyone pick my shopping especially when it comes to meat and veggies.

It's the wisdom teeth that cause all the problem. Thankfully the pain relief has taken the edge off for now.

That room is out of bounds, the door stays shut 😂. It's still one room i can't manage but I'm ok with that at the moment.

Hope you get lots of rest sweet, I'll be heading out shortly so will chat to you a bit later today. Lots of love and hugs to you ❤️.

I had a nap and then my doctor rang and woke me up! @MissGremlin. not sure if I’m going back to bed or not! I’ll whinge though when I can’t sleep tonight! 😂

I have the case but mum is collecting them so I’m just getting her spares. I wanted to collect them but she loves them too so she can. Some of the people that serve is just throw a few extras in. Some are really strict though so we have to time it right!

Im glad the pain relief working. Wisdom teeth are a pain. I think mine are currently growing as they are sore. I guess one day I’ll have to brave it and go to hospital to get the last 2 out. It can’t be done in the chair like the other 2.

Im glad you are ok with that room. That makes your inspection calmer. Less stressful.

I hope going out goes smoothly for you.

Thinking of you

I just saw some good news. My creepy neighbour that admits he watches me is selling his house!!!!!!!

@Captain24 I'm glad you had a nap, sucks that you got disturbed but at least you'll be able to get your medication now.

I'm collecting them just cos I can, I'm also lucky to get extras sometimes cos of knowing most of the workers there 😂.

I have to get all 4 of mine taken out and one other tooth. I have to go under for it cos of where the nerves are as it's very high risk. Don't think wisdom teeth are very wise 😂.

That room just isn't possible to deal with at the moment, the fact that the rest of the house is ready makes it so much easier.

Going out was ok and I got more pain relief. It annoys me that I'd only just built up trust again in myself with medications and now I've got the tooth infection to deal with (I'm safe).

@Captain24 I'm so glad that he's moving out, how creepy indeed.

I went out and got my script @MissGremlin

Mum thought it’d be a bit of fun too.

Is there a way you can get it done through a public hospital? Be put in a waiting list?

That’s good. No stress for the inspection! That cleaning frenzy was actually worth it!

You will be able too. You currently have control. I know you can do it! I’m behind you.

Oh.. there’s way more than watching me. He has said so much stuff like he knows where my bedroom is and has been in it. It was while it was being built but that’s not the way it sounded. Plus a lot still worse.

Im just having dinner and watching tv. I did some diamond art as well.

@Captain24 well done for getting your script sweet.

That is through public, there's still a waiting list but I can't get on it until I can pay for it.

I'm actually really glad that the inspection is getting done soon as I'm trying to keep on top of things at the moment.

That room is not doable, it's too much for my mental health. My safety comes before trying to push myself to do that room.

That's so creepy, honestly I don't know what goes through some peoples minds. I'm just glad that he's moving out.

What's for dinner tonight? Watching TV sounds good and I'm glad you got to do some diamond art.

I'm just doing bedtime routine so that I can sit and do my diamond art.