I can’t cope

I’m not sure what to do for my 50th, I have a couple of things in mind just not sure. I have until May to work it out @AuntGlow

They were all really good about it and gave me space while supporting me. No one has mentioned it since.

Work hasn’t been great. Actually it’s been pretty bad bringing up all sorts of negative emotions. But I have the shift tonight and then I’m off for 13 days! Hopefully tonight goes quick!

Im sorry I missed you last night and I will tonight but then I’ll be around.

Hope things are going well. Sorry to hear about your virus though.

Thanks ok. I should have read the room @MissGremlin

Keep posting here and stay off the other one! Less chance of anyone seeing it. You don’t want to bring on any more ammunition.

@Captain24 the fact that someone supported my post this morning confused me cos my thread doesn't show up in the latest posts.

Thankyou for being so kind and understanding always sweet and letting me share your space.

How did work go last night sweetheart?

It may not show up there but if they have subscribe to your thread they will get notifications! @MissGremlin just be careful is all I’m saying.

Work was on. If went pretty quickly so that was good. I’m hoping tonight is the same. I’ve just fed the dogs, had a really hot shower and climbed into bed. My truck said the temperature was -2 this morning so I needed the shower hot.

Im going to go to sleep. I have pretty much got everything as ready as I can for tonight so hopefully I will have a little bit of time to check in. Hopefully today is a bit better for you.

@Captain24 just not someone that i thought would have subscribed to my thread. Anyway I've removed my post from there now.

I'm glad it went ok and that you're in bed sweet, hoping tonight is ok aswell. Definitely sounds like a hot shower was needed, very chilly.

Thankyou sweetheart, hope you get lots of sleep. Lots of love and hugs to you ❤️.

That’s a worry. @MissGremlin

Im glad you deleted it.

I slept really well but I’ve still woken up tired. That’s nightshift for you though. I’m hoping I’m on the run I want to be on. In the truck I finished in last night. It’s suppose to be as cold tonight too. I’ll put the blanket on my windscreen again tonight. It was good last night. Everyone was try to clear the heavy frost of their windscreens, I just took the blanket off and drove away!! 😂

I hope today was better.

@Captain24 i just had them come out again so I'm feeling all over the place (I'm safe).

Hoping tonight's shift goes ok and just think it's the last one and then you have a very much needed and deserved break. Haha at least you didn't have to try to clear your windscreen 😂

I'm about to cook dinner and feed Casper.

That’s rough. @MissGremlin was it because of the post or will they just keep coming out?

Last one!!!! Yay!!!! Hopefully I can just focus on that.

What’s for dinner? If I’m not reading the room right let me know.

@Captain24 nah it's not linked to the forums, I can breathe a sigh of relief there (well partly still have to be careful).

Think of all the diamond art we'll get to do ☺️.

Dinner tonight is bolognase. You're a very welcome distraction at the moment sweet, I'm so glad to be able to talk to you before you go to work ❤️.

Yeah I get the being careful still but at least here wasn’t involved. That’s a bit of a relief. @MissGremlin

That sounds yummy. I just had the same as last night! 😂 Easy and ready to go.

Lots of diamond art! I just need mum to send me her photos!

Im just about to leave but I’ll check in at the smoke stop.

Thinking of you