I can’t cope

Thank you for wishing me a lovely birthday weekend! I am now slowly getting through a virus. 🤧

How is your new tattoo?!

I am sorry that things aren't feeling safe here right now... can you tell me what might help? @MissGremlin 🫶

Thank you for wishing me a happy birthday @Captain24! 🫶

oooh a weekend for your birthday sounds sooo fun. How would you like to celebrate 50? ✨

I am so sorry that you had such an overwhelming night at work last Sunday, but I am glad your team were supportive - that's huge! It must have been really nice to have felt heard and understood by them in that moment.

How has work felt this week? 🥰

Hey @Bunniekins,

You were telling me about your ex moving and I was wondering how you might take care of yourself during that transition? 🥰

You're so welcome @AuntGlow ❤️. I'm sorry to hear that you have a virus, hoping you are feeling better soon sweet ❤️.

The new tattoo is going well, so glad to have finally been able to get it done.

I'm honestly not sure, I've been scared to share much here, being watched is a horrible feeling. I've really had a bad day today, I'm actually surprised that I've made it through it even though I don't know how. I've gone through every emotion possible today (not happy ones), switching very rapidly from one to another. It's left me feeling so exhausted and very fragile, my body is also sore from carrying so much tension. I'm safe, laying in bed snuggled up with Casper.

Thank you. 🥹💛 @MissGremlin

YAY! What's the vibe of your tattoo? And what kind of aftercare do you have to do?

I understand what that feeling is like... and it truly is so exhausting, isn't it? Are you able to have a warm shower and give yourself some gentle massage/movement for the tension?

I am sure Casper is loving the snuggle time! 🤩

@AuntGlow the tattoo i got is my girl Laylah's paw print that I lost a couple of years ago, she was only 3 years old when I lost her. She's now got a place on my arm with my other 3 girls paw prints.

It really is, unfortunately I can't shower at night. I've been trying to relax my jaw and shoulders and stretching out but a few minutes later and I'm all tense again.

Casper loves the snuggles, he's currently pressed up right behind me with his nose buried into the back of my neck. He had a vet trip the other day and he's got ear infections in both ears at the moment so he's been having antibiotics put in them twice a day.

Sorry for annoying you last night @MissGremlin 

@Captain24 oh sweet, I'm so sorry that I made you feel that way. You never annoy me though sweetheart, not ever. Yesterday was a really bad day for me and I had to shut off from everything.

How are you feeling?

I get it was a bad day and I knew but I should have stopped talking. I’m really sorry @MissGremlin 

@Captain24 you have nothing to apologise for sweet, in fact I appreciate that you did talk to me. I just got overwhelmed by what was happening in that moment that I needed to step away.