I can’t cope

@Captain24 my doctor has no doubts that I have both ADHD and autism, just can't afford a diagnosis.

Yay for only having Jett to go now. Hoping your appointment goes ok, I'll be thinking of you sweet.

I'll definitely miss you when you're back at work but then we will have lots of chats during your time off ☺️.

It does cost so much @MissGremlin which is a shame.

Im so close to being finished!

I’ve just picked new glasses for me and my safety’s for work. just sitting here waiting for my appointment. With my glasses I jokingly grabbed a green pair and the suited me. The ones I got are green but suit better. It took 15 minutes to pick both sets of glasses!

Mum transferred me money as she has gone now so while I’m out I’m going to get fuel and duck into the supermarket.

@Captain24 it is a shame, everything costs money 😂.

Yay for picking out glasses, it's so exciting ☺️.

Good idea getting everything done while you're out.

I've just had a long phone call with a psychology place where I'm trying to get support through. It has brought up alot of trauma and memories so now I'm trying to be gentle with myself. Currently cooking myself burgers for lunch/dinner.

Sorry I was late @MissGremlin

Are they able to help? I get it bringing so much up.

Burgers sound good.

I couldn’t get new safety’s as I need to learn how to use the multi focal’s first. But I’ll just wear the new ones to work until I’m adjusted. They will be here in 10-15 business days.

@Captain24 it's ok sweet.

I'll have to wait a couple of days to find out a it has to go to their head supervisor to make any decisions. I can only do telehealth due to both anxiety but also the fact that they are in the city. I told the lady that I desperately need help and everywhere else has turned me away. She was very gentle and understanding and told me that if I'm really struggling in between waiting to hear from them to give them a call.

The burgers were yummy, i did a fried egg and onion aswell 😋.

That's a bummer that you couldn't get be safety's yet, hopefully it doesn't take long to adjust to them.

I’m hoping and praying for you that it works out. @MissGremlin. it will make so much difference for you.

Im glad they were good. I just turned my oven on to heat up and cook my pasta bake.

Whats with the dots on these cheaper ones. They aren’t in ziplock bags! How do you keep them from spilling everywhere?

@Captain24 guess we'll have to wait and see now.

Oohhh yummy pasta bake 😋.

Haha that's why when I say I'm sorting out my gems, it means that I'm putting the little dots into mini zip lock bags 😂.

OMG I can see why! I’m going to have a huge mess! @MissGremlin plus it won’t u roll properly and it’s hard to do so I’ve just sat stuff on top of it hoping to flatten it out! I’m so glad that I do the ones I do! I don’t think I would have gotten so into it. I’m not a fan of round dots, the square ones are heaps better just harder. Anyway.. I’ll get this one done pretty quickly I think. It’ll o my take a day or 2.

Are you doing your bedtime routine?

@Captain24 I got excited when I received a few that were already in zip lock bags 😂. Hopefully it flattens out for you a bit, mine haven't been too bad. There's definitely a huge difference in quality between some of them. The square dots are harder but they have so much more detail.

I'm sitting on my lounge doing diamond art, not ready to go to bed yet.

I’m going to get the next one out and try and make it flat ready to go. The one I’m doing is 20x20 so it’s really small. @MissGremlin

It'll be nice to be able to finish some quickly. Hopefully they turn out.

Sitting there doing it sounds good. I’m just watching some tv waiting for my dinner to cook. It should be nearly ready. I’m starving.

My eyes are really sore so I’m done with diamond art for now. Until next week. I’ll be in bed straight after feeding the dogs.