I can’t cope

@Captain24 having a nap after you've picked up dad sounds like a good idea. The housework can definitely wait, just getting your kitchen done is enough. Pasta bakes are so yummy 😋.

I just have a quick trip out to make and little bits and pieces at home.

I'm struggling to even think at the moment, my brain feels like mush. I'm safe, going to make a cuppa soon.

I didn’t end up having a nap @MissGremlin

Ive made the pasta bake instead. It’s ready to go into the oven tonight. I’ve done the dishes from that, I’ve cleaned the ensuite and half the kitchen. I’m just going to clean the other half and have a shower and wash my hair then wash the towels. Then I’m free until I have to pick up dad and take him back

out to his car.

I’ll be ready just after 11! So whenever you are!

@Captain24 you've done amazing to get so much done sweet, well done. I'm still laying in bed but I know i need to get up to do things. I'm not even sure when I need to head out yet but I'll get up and do the few things here i need to do so we can do some diamond art together soon.

I now have an optometrist appointment at 3:30. I’m a little excited to get new glasses! I’ll be able to see. They should hopefully be back before I go back to work after my break! @MissGremlin. I just don’t have any money to pay for them! 😂 Mum has to help me choose them and she will pay for them and I’ll give it back to her tonight when my pay comes in. Hoping that we have their care by then!

How are you going with your jobs? I just dried my hair and unpacked the dishwasher. I’ve done 4 colours so far!

@Captain24 hoping your eye appointment goes well sweet, getting new glasses is exciting. I'm glad that mum will be there to help you. Fingers crossed the car is back by then.

I'm really not with it today, I'm sorry sweetheart (I'm safe). I'm struggling to even focus on reading or replying to the posts. You've done incredible to get things done and I'm glad you're doing your diamond art.

I can’t wait to be able to see! @MissGremlin Im sure it’ll make diamond art easier too. It’s relief to be able to afford it. Plus the safety’s for work get reimbursed.

It’s ok if you can’t join me. I’ll post a photo when I’m finished! Hopefully I get it done. Then I can get the next one out.

Is there anything I can do to help? If you don’t want to respond then that’s ok to. I understand. You just do you and know that I’m here. If it’s ages between posts that’s ok.

@Captain24 being able to see will definitely help and will make doing diamond art easier. I'm glad you're able to afford it and that work helps with covering costs aswell.

I still want to be able to do some with you but I'm just not sure what time and if I'll get the chance cos I know you go back to work tomorrow. I can't wait to see yours when it's finished.

I'm not even sure what's going on today, I'm feeling so much but I can't make sense of everything. I'm safe, just feeling all over the place. I'll try to do the post in the hobbies thread of my diamond art.

It’s ok @MissGremlin we have plenty of time from Wednesday on! Don't pressure yourself. Look after yourself first.

My bonus comes through tonight so that’s why I can do it. I checked my payslip to make sure.

I get that feeling of all o er the place. For me it’s like you can’t finish a task as you go off on another one. Feeling unsure of what is happening. Feeling like you can’t do anything but want to at the same time.

I’ll have a look when you tag me. Now im getting tags!

@Captain24 I'm glad that we have plenty of time coming up to do diamond art together and chat.

That awesome that it's coming through so you can do it.

Yes it's not that I don't want to do it, i just feel stuck. I've just sat down in front of it but I still have things to do, i keep getting sidetracked and doing something else then forgetting what I was doing. Silly brain 😂.

I'm so glad tags are working again now!

That all sounds like ADHD to me!!! @MissGremlin

I have finished all the grass!!! Just have Jett to go but I have to leave in an hour for my appointment and I’m sure they will be ready soon to pick up dad’s car.

Heaps of time to chat! You’ll miss me when I go back to work!