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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 definitely need to be in bed on time tomorrow night. Hoping this block of work goes quickly and smoothly for

or you.

Can understand needing a break from them, they can be hard and fiddly.

Yes that's what I'm worried about with Casper and Laylah cos I'd love to get one done of her too.

I've almost finished this section and then I'll do the last one in one big lot i think. I'm sleepy but not feeling ready to try for sleep yet.

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Oh.. so do I especially after last block!! @MissGremlin

They can be and those wooden peices can be really little and fragile! Plus trying to get all the cogs to work and match up!

Just send them through and we can work it out. I’m getting pretty good at working out what will and won’t work. That would be awesome to get one of her too. Just know that it’s really hard to do it. The memories come flooding back but what an awesome keepsake to have.

I’ve nearly finished this section. Maybe half hour or a bit more to fox

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@Captain24 they would be and getting thy cogs to line up I'd imagine would be really hard.

It's hard enough just looking at pictures of her cos she looked like a puppy still being that she was only 3. But I'd love to be able to put one up of her and then eventually get all of the dogs done. I had a memory in my Facebook pop up of Laylah the other day, sitting on the chair next to me, she truly saved my life many times.

Not long to go now, are you still holding up ok sweet?

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Im going to eventually get most of our pets. Not the older ones as we don’t really have many photos. I’ll order more pets in the next order. That way it doesn’t cost so much at once. It’s just nice to have them and see them close by. @MissGremlin

Im pretty tired but I’ve got around 150dots to do in one colour and then this section is done. I’m not going to do the other section as I’ll probably just keep going and not get much sleep again!

How are you going?

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@Captain24 it's such a lovely way to remember them and they look great on display. I've had the 4 girls that I've lost so I'd love to get them all done.

So close to finishing that section. Definitely think the other one can wait until tomorrow though as I'm hoping you can get a better sleep tonight.

I'm struggling a bit but keeping focused on the diamond art and I've got Buffy/Angel playing in the background (I'm safe).

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I under estimated the dots. I’m up to 270 and there is still more!!! I think I might give up though. I don’t think I can do anymore. I need a break! @MissGremlin

It would look good with them all done. A pet wall!

Im glad you are focusing, something to keep your mind a little occupied

Ive given up and im going to go to bed. I hope you sleep a little better tonight

Have a good night and we will talk tomorrow.

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@Captain24 have a break sweet, it will all still be there tomorrow.

It would look really good.

Fingers crossed we both get a good night's sleep. Night night sweetheart, sending lots of love and hugs ❤️.

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I slept I until my alarm went off @MissGremlin. I did wake up a xouple

of times but went back to sleep. So that’s as good but I’m still really tired.

I hope you had a better night.

I’ve got a few things to do to get ready for work like clean the house and prep my meals. I have to wait until my pay comes in tonight to go and get fuel and a few things. But I’ll be free in between.

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Morning @Captain24 sweet, I'm glad you had a better night's sleep but I understand the still being tired.

I've had a very up and down night, still feeling so tired aswell.

I've got a few things to do here aswell today but will still be around. I finished the diamond art last night so I'll get pictures soon to share.

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I’m thinking that after I pick dad up I’ll have another nap. @MissGremlin. the house work doesn’t matter as long as the kitchen is clean. I have to make the pasta bake but I’ll cook it tonight for dinner after I get fuel. Then divided into lunches. So I’ve just made my day easier. I’m going to feed the dogs a little early so dad isn’t walking far.

Im sorry it was up and down. You really need a good sleep. Do you have any plans for today?

Can’t wait to see it!

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