I can’t cope

I’m glad you could get it out @MissGremlin. just knowing we are here.

I’ve finished the grass of this section and now starting on Jett. This could hopefully be finished tonight and then I’ll just have 11 rows to go!

I’ve turned the oven on and prepared the ribs and they smell so good. I hope they are as good as they smell. They haven’t even started cooking yet and I can smell them.

You need to move your diamond art! But I guess I’ll be having dinner in half an hour and then feeding the dogs. I really want to finish this section so I’ll probably stay up later and see how I go. Maybe I’ll be able to do some with you.

I love how you haven’t finished yet but getting the other one ready! I know what I’m doing after I finish this though.

I do feel kinda like a release I think, it’s a weird feeling that I have. @Jynx

It was therapeutic when I emailed my psych about it. She hasn’t responded but that doesn’t matter I got it out to someone that will help. I’ve been processing it and I’ve come to terms with it. It happened and now I have to deal with what anyone says at work. If they say anything. I’m not ok that it happened but I’m ok that they would have picked it up.

I really do wish I could cry. Like a proper cry not a shed of a couple of tears. Not like a full blown meltdown though! 😂.

Im glad you are still able to do it. I thought you may take a mental rest break. Have you still got a lot to do? Is it therapeutic putting it in boxes and closing that chapter?

@Captain24 it really helps to just know I'm not alone right now even when things are feeling so intense here (I'm safe).

Yay for finishing the grass, you've done so well to get alot of it done today.

They sound so yummy, hope they taste just as good as they smell.

I've moved my diamond art into my room. It would be awesome to do some more with you tonight if you're up for it. I usually do mine until about 10pm sometimes later 😂.

You'll like the next one I've picked, I might keep it a surprise though 😂.

I hope they are good. @MissGremlin. I’m getting hungry now!

I’ll see how I go. I would really like to stay up and finish it.

I’ve got one picked out it’s 20x20 and round so it’ll be easier and not as detailed!!! The other I think is a 30x40 but it’s round too and not as detailed!

Some easy ones sound good and I need to order mums and start on them instead of doing the Jett and Keiko one. I have a couple of others that I want to order with them but I also like the idea of quick and easy for a break.

@Captain24 i bet you're getting hungry now, and especially cos you can smell them cooking.

I've just sat in bed so I'm going to start working on finishing this one. See how you go with staying up and finishing it but don't push yourself, we've still got a few days where we can work on them together.

Doing some easy ones sounds like a good idea, I've got a couple of partial drilled ones to do for when I want some easier ones.

When are you going to order them? I want to order a custom one but in square dot to see how it turns out.

The sauce was absolutely amazing. I loved it. The ribs themselves were a bit hot and miss though but for the price I’d get them again @MissGremlin

Just waiting until I feed the dogs and then I’ll get back into it. We only have tomorrow as I go back to work on Friday but as of Wednesday I’m free!!

I have to wait until mum gives me the photos. I want to order them in the next week or so. I’ll have heaps of them to do then!

That sounds like a good idea. It would be awesome.

@Captain24 well at least dinner wasn't a complete fail.

I'm sitting here staring at mine, still struggling with the flashbacks from that night (I'm safe). I keep forgetting what day it is 😂. At least after this work block you've got lots of time off ☺️.

Hopefully she gives you the pictures soon so you can order them.

I'll have to send you some pics so you can help me choose which ones will look ok for it

I’ve just sat back down to do more. I’m tired though, I was last night and look what happened! @MissGremlin

Anything I can help you with?

I do that all the time! Especially on nightshift. I never know what day it is. Just a work day or non work day! We will have plenty of time. I do want to make a 3D puzzle as well.

I hope so. She needs to find the one of Misha that we want. It’s on her computer somewhere.

Yea send through photos and I’ll help.

@Captain24 see how up go doing more. Hoping you don't have a repeat of last night.

You're helping just by being here and chatting to me sweet ❤️.

It's so easy to lose track of what day it is, this week I've really been thrown out. Doing some 3d puzzles sounds like fun aswell, I can still keep you company while you do them too ☺️.

Hope she can find the one of Misha soon. It's hard when there's so many pictures to go through.

I'll get them together and then when you're off of work I'll send them through.

Definitely don’t want the same. Usually I’m a really good sleeper. I sleep from now until about 7 or after. I will be in bed this time tomorrow night as 4:30 comes around quickly! @MissGremlin

That sounds good. I haven’t touch one in a while so I’ll give it a crack. They are really hard so I’ll do this in between too. I need a break from them as if I get too tried or frustrated it just gets too hard.

That sounds good. We had trouble with Jett as his face is mainly black. We had good photos but they wouldn’t have come over.

How are you going with yours?