I can’t cope

@Captain24 I really hope it does. If I try to tell myself it's linked to something then the anxiety isn't as bad. Well that's my theory 😂.

It still hasn't come through, gonna go grey before they do 😂.

He's funny how he curls up next to me, he's always close to me.

I'm so glad you have those 13 days off coming up! We'll get to do lots of diamond art together then ☺️.

Hey if it works it works! @MissGremlin Whatever helps get through.

Can’t even tag a moderator anymore to push them through. So that’s hard. My hair will match the picture colour at the moment!

Jett usually is, Pix does whatever she wants but they have to know that I’m home. They need to know where I am! Jett won’t go down to the bedroom with Pix as I’m not there. He has to be in the same room.

Lots of diamond art! I’m also going to try to do some Lego again. I was going to buy and awesome Lego kit when I got my bonus but I just can’t justify that money when I still have heaps going on with Pix and owe mum and dad so much money. I also need to get new glasses for home and work. That’s a necessity as I just can’t see! Especially in the dark driving! Oops.

Im so looking forward to being free for a little while. I think that is part of my breakdown. I need a rest and a break with nothing. I have a couple of appointments booked in but my psych is one and the accountant is another one. Both important!

How far are you into your picture?

@Captain24 i noticed that you can't tag them anymore. Haha oh I really want to see the picture.

Awww i love how they always need to know where we are or be with us, it really just shows the connection and love that we share with them.

Being an adult and having necessities sucks! Theres a few sets that I'd love to get but know that I simply can't afford them at the moment. Glasses are definitely needed so you can see where you're going 😂.

I think a rest and and break is very much needed at the moment. I'm glad you will have your psych appointment during that time, hopefully the accountant one goes ok too.

I'm a bit over half way, but I've had to stop as my head is really pounding and I'm struggling to focus (I'm safe).

@AuntGlow can you please approve our pictures?

Hopefully that works @MissGremlin

I know, the love is so unconditional. I couldn’t be without them and they couldn’t be without me.

It does, the kit is $700 so I’ll just have to wait until everything settles down. It’s amazing though and will be the biggest one I have ever done I think.

The accountant should be good. I’m hoping it pays my car rego! Having an SUV is expensive. I really need my psych, it’ll have been about 8 weeks without her.

Halfway is good. On the home stretch. I get that. Headaches are so debilitating and you just can’t think of anything. I’m sitting here with my back brace on but my back is killing me!

Im nearly half way through this section that I started ages ago! It’s getting easier as more dots fill up. Still lots of grass in it. I’m going to do all the grass first and then start on the part with Jetts ears. It’ll just feel like something is done.

@Captain24 the love is definitely unconditional, I'd be completely lost without Casper.

$700 is alot but the Lego sets are very much worth it. Hopefully you can save up enough to get it.

Having an SUV would be very expensive, fingers crossed you can get the rego paid. 8 weeks is ages between appointments, I'm so glad you have one booked though.

It's turned into a migraine so it's absolutely horrible and it's still 3 hours until bedtime. I was just getting overwhelmed trying to do diamond art, support a friend that's not in a good headspace, focus on not being sick and dealing with my head pounding. So best thing is to take a break for a bit. Have you taken anything for your back sweet?

Getting the grass done and the starting on Jett's ears sounds like a good idea. It will definitely start coming together then.

I usually get enough back on tax to do it. Just hoping this year is the same @MissGremlin With how much tax I pay you’d think I’d get a fair bit but we don’t. With the bonus I get the government take 49 cents to the dollar. So I only actually get half of it!

They are expensive but this one is so worth it!

My car is good in fuel though and has a bull bar.

Im sorry it’s turned so bad. I’m hope pain relief held even a little bit. How have you been sleeping after getting the 9 hours the other night? Definitely look after yourself.

I haven’t taken anything for my back. I’ll finish this grass and then I’ll stop and cook some dinner.

@Captain24 ugh it's so frustrating how much they take. Fingers crossed you get to enough so you can pay the rego.

I'm glad your car is good on fuel though, i haven't filled up for like 4 weeks and I'm only just below half a tank 😂. But my friend has taken me to the shops a few times so that's saved on my fuel. I actually got to have cuddles with bubs today cos my friend took me to the shops.

Sleep has been really hard, I was up last night and started to write a poem of how I was feeling/thinking. Doing my best to look after myself, just want my head to stop pounding.

What's for dinner tonight? I'm doing sausages and bread 😋.

Oh wow, I am sure this will be a big shift for you @Bunniekins... what support might you need during this transition?

Aww I am so glad you have such wonderful kids and a poodle pup to cuddle. 🥰

Life has been a bit of a wild ride as of late, Bunniekins!! But lots of learning and growing, which is positive. 🫶

@Captain24 finally I can see the pic!

Hehe that's just adorable, keeping a close eye on you 😂.

Yay for the pics! @MissGremlin

I sent that photo to mum!

That is a cool diamond art. Can’t wait to see it finished! Casper looks so comfy!

I’ve finished the grass and I’m cooking dinner. I have decided that I’m going to finish this section before I go to bed!!

Whats for dinner? How’s your sleep or you can’t answer?