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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Thanks @MissGremlin, I'll read it shortly.

Casper is adorable!

It’s funny how they grow up but somehow, they’ll always be our little babies

I’m glad he’s been enjoying his new toy 😊

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@Nala2022 he's such a character and loves noisy toys, anything that squeaks is his favourite 😂. He's like a toddler when I'm on phone calls and demands my attention by bringing me every possible squeaky toy, by the end of the call I've usually got a pile of toys that I've had to confiscate just so I can talk 😂.

It doesn't matter how big they get, they'll still always be our babies ☺️.

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Hahaha @MissGremlin 😂 Casper really does sound like such a character!

They really do know how to make sure they’re the centre of attention don’t they?

And you’re right, no matter how big they get, they’ll always be our babies ☺️

I can't wait to have another dog someday, I have a cat named Nala, but she will go with my brother once he moves out next year, so eventually I'd like to get a dog

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@Nala2022 they most definitely do, Casper is currently laying on top of me, seemingly unaware of how big he is 😂.

I would truly be lost without Casper, I'm glad you've got Nala but I'd imagine it will be hard when your brother moves out and takes her with him. Hopefully you can get a dog one day, they are truly such good company and bring so much joy ☺️.

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You’re so right, they really do bring so much comfort and joy @MissGremlin

It sounds like he’s such a special little companion and knows when you need him most ☺️

I’ll definitely miss having Nala around when my brother moves out, she has such a funny personality too. I'll go visit her as much as I can

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@Nala2022 he is and he truly knows when I need him the most.

It's so noisy outside where I am today, there's sports being played on the oval so lots of yelling and cars beeping their horns.

I'm sure you will but I'm glad you'll get to go and visit her. She sounds like a real character aswell from what I've read on another thread, I love how they all have unique personalities.

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They really do seem to know when we need them most

It sounds pretty lively where you are today! I hope you’re still able to find some quiet, gentle moments though @MissGremlin

And thank you, I’ll definitely be making the most of my Nala visits. I love that they all have their own little personalities too ☺️

She's sleeping under the blanket right now keeping warm

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@Nala2022 it's crazy considering it's cold and wet here today. I'm still snuggled up in bed with Casper, feeling rather sleepy so might try to nap.

Nala has the right idea being under the blankets, keeping warm.

I hope you have a lovely day and thankyou for the chats this morning, very much needed ❤️.

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A nap with Casper sounds like a lovely idea. I hope you’re able to get some restful sleep and have a gentle, cosy afternoon together @MissGremlin

You’re very welcome, it’s always nice chatting with you. Take good care of yourself today 💛

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@Captain24 I'm so sorry that I missed your post here 😞.

Hoping you are having a good sleep at it moment. It's a cold and wet day here, perfect snuggle weather.

I'm sorry that you had such bad anxiety last night, you did well to focus on your breathing and I'm glad that things did get easier once you changed units. It sounds like a nice drive and it's great that you got home safely. Sending lots of love and hugs sweetheart ❤️.

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