I can’t cope

@Captain24 i guess so.

I'm sitting and doing mine.

I'm glad mums gone to the chemist for you and that the medications aren't too expensive for the ones you need today. They gave me the wrong brand despite me telling them which one i have.

That works out well with your parents and the dogs. Casper is fairly cheap to feed, his food lasts me ages, it's just a big cost upfront.

I’ve just done 2 colours so I got what I wanted to get done before they came. They will be here in 20 minutes. @MissGremlin

Thays a shot about the brand. They just give out the cheap brand without asking. It doesn’t matter to me as it doesn’t affect me.

The upfront cost is a lot. I had to by Jetts bag of ‘Advanced’ kibble yesterday and that’s not cheap either! I’m really lucky that between us we work it out.

@Captain24 well done sweet, I'm glad you got it done. I hope all goes well with Pixies party.

Unfortunately I've had some bad reactions to the cheaper ones so my doctor has told me not to get them.

Casper is on Royal Canin, but one bag will last me a couple of months as he has other things that I make aswell.

I’ll post some photos after. @MissGremlin. she is having a blueberry muffin for a cake. I thought it was better for her. They won’t get much of it though.

Im glad I got some of it done. I’ll do more after they leave.

Mum has a reaction to the cheaper brands as well. It’s the filler they use apparently. Especially if you are lactose intolerant. My great-grandmother was.

I hope you can get it sorted when you head out.

Jetts lasts for ages too. Mums dog loves it as well so it feeds both of them for a long time!

How are you going today @Bunniekins ?

Here’s a couple of photos. Sorry it’s late but I went and had a nap after. @MissGremlin

@Captain24 I received a phone call earlier that has completely shaken my world and brought back so many traumatic memories and flashbacks. I have to go in for a meeting with this place tomorrow and I'm petrified about it as they previously destroyed my life. I'm safe, just really struggling to settle now and have so many scenarios playing out in my head. I just made dinner but I'm not sure if I can eat as my stomach is in knots.

@Captain24 sounds good to me :) thank you for the invitexxx

@Captain24 hey Captain24 50/50 tbh. have a ndis meeting re my middle son tomorrow so am nervous. if they cut his funding i dont know what i will do .... if they cut his funding there is no hope for anyone with autism, schizophrenia,epilepsy, moderate intellectual delay .... my son is very impaired and quite dangerous. anyway enough about that i cant change anything by worrying so will just have to trust in the system.

how are you going? xx

Hello @MissGremlin,

I am so sorry you've had such a triggering phone call today.

Can we create a safe and comfortable environment for you right now?

What are some sensory things that may help?

You're not in this alone, we've got you. 💛