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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I finished that section!!!! @MissGremlin Ive just set up to start the next one.

That sounds good. At least you will have one.

That gremlin Lego looked so good. It’s actually in my wish list but it’s a long way away before I can afford to buy Lego. There is one kit that I’m desperate to get but it’s $700 and it’s just not possible at the moment.

The guy across the road is whipper snippering his lawn. It’s driving me crazier.

I’ve just put some music on hoping it drowns it out. Plus there is about 3 others mowing. It looks like a nice day, the sun is shiny and the is a lot of blue bits in the sky but it’s just cold!

Are you happy to be sitting down and doing it again?

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@Captain24 yay! I've just started the next little section of mine.

It was definitely a good set. Lego is so expensive but so cool, there's a couple of sets i want but not within my budget at the moment either. Damn being an adult and having financial responsibilities 😂.

Oh that's so annoying and it's like when one person does it then others do aswell. Hoping the music helps to drown out the noise a bit for you.

Yes i am, sitting with a bit of panic at the moment that's come out of nowhere so hoping the diamond art helps to settle things down (I'm safe).

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That’s good. Starting together. You will finished about 4 before I finish this one! 😂 @MissGremlin

It is really expensive, I would have already had the set by now but just can’t justify the money, especially since I had to cancel my psych appointments. I have heard from her yet!

The music has drowned it out but it’s irratinh me too. It’s bin night tonight so I’m guessing that’s why they are doing it.

Im sorry about the panic. Try and focus on the fact that we are sitting here doing it together

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@Captain24 that's only cos I work on smaller sections then you 😂.

I'm sorry you haven't heard back from your psych yet, hoping you do during the week.

Oh that's tough when the music gets irritating too.

I'm trying to focus on that.

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Bugger that he is back. @MissGremlin

Yea yours are much smaller than mine. I just feel so slow when you can get several done and I’m not even half way through.

I literally have nothing to do. The towels are off the line and the dishwasher is unpacked!

Im getting tired though. But I’ll try to keep pushing through.

You haven’t had a rest today. Is that a good thing or bad thing?

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@Captain24

You're not slow, just bigger sections take more time. And your pictures are also alot bigger than mine.

You get time to just relax and do diamond art which you definitely deserve.

I'm tired aswell, thought about napping after this section which I'm almost done with. I just don't want a repeat of yesterday when I tried.

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@Captain24 I just accidentally put the wrong colour gems from the section i was working on in the wrong letter bag. Now I've gotta sort them out 😭.

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That’s a shame he is coming back tomorrow. @MissGremlin.

They are big and painfully detailed! This section isn’t too bad.

It’s a good feeling having nothing to do. There is nothing hanging over my head. Nothing that I think I really should be doing. It’s just peace. Tomorrow should be the same after I have done everything in the morning. I just have to wait until the insulin script is ready before I go out.

I can understand why you are nervous about a nap. It may not happen though.

Im thinking I’m going to put it down fr a couple of hours and go and get some sleep. My eyelids are really heavy. Maybe knowing we are napping together will ease your mind?

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@Captain24

It's a really good feeling and you deserve the peace. Hopefully it's ready earlier in the day so that you can then relax for the rest of it.

Maybe it will help, I'll finish sorting out the gems that I messed up and then pack up and see if I can get some rest.

Hope you can get a good sleep sweet ❤️

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Did you get a nap in @MissGremlin?

That’s a shit that your lawns need doing. Hopefully it doesn’t take long.

They usually get it done pretty quickly. I’ll ring up early and then I’m free!!!

I slept for 2 1/2 hours. It was a good sleep too. I’ve just gotten up and had some weetbix for dinner. If I get hungry later I’ll have something else.

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