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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I’m sorry they weren’t helpful. @MissGremlin and that you still didn’t sleep well.

I hope he isnt there too long for you. I know it’s upsetting.

I have bathed the dogs, washed their towels and hung them out, cleaned the laundry because Jetts hair goes everywhere. I have done yesterday’s ironing, sorted my meds and had a shower, got dressed properly and cleaned my teeth.

Im ready to go whenever you are. I’ve just sat down at it!

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@Captain24 I'm just waiting for him to come.

You've done so well to get all those things done sweet.

I'm sitting with my diamond art, I did make a start but I'm annoyed cos the surface isn't sticky and it's one I really want to do.

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Oh.. again! That’s painful but at least you know what works now. @MissGremlin.

That sparkle one looks good. You can kinda tell the difference in them. It must look amazing in person.

I hope it’s quick for you and that he arrives soon and you can get it out of the way. I hate waiting for people! I like to know a time and when. That’s the AuDHD in me.

Do you know. Other than folding the dogs towels when they are dried, my entire list is done for the first time in weeks! Tomorrow I have to go to the vet and pay my outstanding bill, get insulin and needles, call into mums and go to the dog food shop! That’ll take just over an hour. Then I’m free again! It’s a good feeling. Tuesday I have things to do but since I’ve done everything on my list it isn’t too bad. Then I have to have a party for Pix as I’ll be at work in her birthday. I will post pic on her birthday though.

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@Captain24 at least it's not as bad as the last one, I'm hoping i don't have to seal it until I've finished it.

Yes, it looks so much better in person.

I'm the same, like knowing exactly what's happening.

That's so good that you don't have much to do. Hoping everything goes smoothly tomorrow for you. Awww Pixie having a party, so cute. How old is she turning?

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I’m glad he is there @MissGremlin.

Hopefully you don’t have to but at least you are prepared this time!

We do birthday parties for them, she gets new toys. Like we need anymore toys!!! She will be 7. Twice in the last year we didn’t think she was going to see her birthday. She has given us quite a scare!

This section is getting a little more enjoyable now. I don’t have to look all over the section to find a couple of dots. I’m going to get this section finished today even if I have to stay up late! I’m determined. Thanks for getting me back into it.

How big is the one you are doing now?

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@Captain24 awwww turning 7! She's definitely given everyone quite the scare a couple of times but I'm so glad that she's still here and I'm sure her party will be amazing. It's the same with Casper, he doesn't need anymore toys but he still gets them 😂.

Glad that section is getting more enjoyable, hopefully you don't have to stay up late to finish it but I'll be around anyway. Both of us lost a bit of interest/motivation to do them for a bit there, i think there was just so much going on and neither of us were coping.

The one I'm doing is 30×30cm, it's a gremlin! But I'm worried the colours aren't right in certain areas so not sure how it's going to turn out.

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I’m glad she is still here. If anything happens to her I need to be on suicide watch and I’m not just saying that. Both my GP and psych are really worried about something happening. @MissGremlin

She gets 2 toys from me and 2 toys from mum. Jett gets the same on his birthday and they get the same each at Christmas plus 2 each for Easter! They are spoilt!!

I really want to finish this section and the next one in the next couple of days and then I’ll be halfway through.

30x30 is a good size. I love that it’s a gremlin! Trust the process. I was concerned about Jetts tail having green in it but if I look properly it’s grass coming through! It’s looking pretty strange now but if I step away a bit it looks fine.

Are you obsessed with gremlins? Hence your username?

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@Captain24 I can completely understand sweet, I was the same when I lost my girl Laylah and it would be the same if anything happened to Casper. Just know that I'm always here for you ❤️.

They deserve to be spoilt though, they're so special and bring so much light to our lives.

Being half way feels like such an accomplishment, it's like that one step closer to being finished.

Trust the process 😂. I've had a few failed ones but that's just what happens with the cheaper quality.

The name Gremlin has meaning behind it for me, I've actually only ever seen the movie once and can't really remember it 😂. But I do think they are cute little critters!

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It’s all good. Nothing is going to happen to her. She been through the rough patches just have to get this diabetes sorted out and then it should be ok. @MissGremlin

They are really special. I’m sitting here freezing cold just so that they can have the front door open to look out! They are both laying on the same cushion together just watching!

Oh that’s a shame. I never really thought about it.

I'm actually nearly finished this section. It’s so close. Under 100 dots to go!!! So excited then staring on the last one of this half’

They are cute little critters. I’ve seen it a couple of times when I was younger but don’t really remember it either other than ‘bright light! Bright light’ 😂

Im glad he has done and happy that you have had something to eat.

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@Captain24 She's a tough cookie and she's got the best mum ☺️.

Haha the things we do for our babies 😂. I love when they snuggle up with each other, it's so cute.

Hoping this one turns out if not I'm going to find a picture and see if I can get a custom one done in square dot.

Oohhhh so exciting!

They are cute. It was fun doing the Lego one that I did with nightfury.

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