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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 there's butter chicken tonight.

Nothing wrong with pasta and cheese and ice cream for dessert sounds delicious 😋.

Have you got anything planned for your days off sweet?

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow morning and it's a double appointment.

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The ice cream is chocolate with Nutella and picnic mix ins and I have to guess the third when I try it. @MissGremlin

I have a psych appointment tomorrow at 12 and that’s it.

I hope the appointment goes well a double means you have more time to push for what you want!

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@Captain24 ooohhh yummy 😋. Haha the 3rd is a mystery one 😂.

I'm glad you've got a psych appointment tomorrow sweet, i hope it's helpful.

Yes it means more time to talk about things. Really hoping he takes me seriously tomorrow and actually puts things in place to help.

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Mum gave me a clue but it’s the same clue as Nutella but I think it’s ferrero rocher! They are both made in the same town. @MissGremlin

Im having 2 minute noodles.

Butter chicken sounds good.

I hope he does. I think the first thing that needs fixing is sleep. You need some to be able to work from there. You need rest for your mind to be able to even look like functioning.

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@Captain24 hehe a clue that could go either way. Well I hope whatever it is that it's yummy. I might have a golden gaytime tonight, haven't had one for ages.

Nothing wrong with minute noodles, better than not having anything.

The butter chicken was yummy 😋.

Yes the sleep is a huge issue. But there's something that is even more urgent than that at the moment.

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It was chocolate ice cream and the ferrero rocher were mix ins! It was so good. I love it when that ice cream truck comes to town. I never miss it. It was the first time I was at work when they came and mum was going to surprise me but I saw it on Facebook. @MissGremlin

I get it. I still think sleep will reduce that too. Some kind of help needs to be done though.

I’ve taken my night meds and hoping they work soon.

What are your plans for tomorrow other than the doctor?

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@Captain24 oohhh yummy 😋. So glad mum was able to get some for you.

Yes something definitely needs to be done. I'm sick of having headaches/migraines everyday and over things being like this that's why I'm doing things (I'm safe).

Hoping your meds kick in soon sweet. I'm doing my bedtime routine so I can sit in bed and do my diamond art.

I don't have any other plans for tomorrow.

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I just watched home and away and there is a new actor on there. I’m really fan girling right now. She has been in a few shows and I love her! I even met her in person and she was lovely! @MissGremlin

please please talk about your sleep. More sleepless head aches less doing the wrong thing.

What diamond art are you doing now? I might be able to get to some this break bug I’m not sure.

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@Captain24 @MissGremlin Hey hey!

How goes the diamonding? Any highlights for you two lovely peeps this week? 😊

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@Captain24 oohhh that sounds exciting. How lucky to have met her in person!

I'll definitely be talking to him about my sleep and what's going on.

I'm working on a flower one now, almost finished the bottom row of sections. Hoping you can do some during your break.

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