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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 I'm hoping i can, if not I'm definitely seeking a second opinion. Wish I could sleep as well and as much as Casper does, he snores his head off 😂.

I'm hoping i can, I'll try just have to chew slowly and carefully.

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I wish I could sleep like mine too and then when they wake up they are full of beans! It’s a dog life though. Sleep, eat, play. @MissGremlin

100% you need to see someone else.

chewing carefully sounds like an option. Hopefully you can get some food into you as you need to eat as well.

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@Captain24 yes they wake up ready to play, meanwhile I'm in zombie mode 😂.

Yes i do, only managed a few mouthfuls yesterday before my jaw was too much to eat anymore.

I just realised that I will hopefully have the support worker tomorrow as long as it's ok weather wise.

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I don’t think I ever have anywhere near their energy! @MissGremlin

Did you eat much?

Hopefully the weather is good for you and you get to see her. It’s suppose to be raining here.

Im guessing you are doing your bedtime routine.

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@Captain24 me either.

I managed a little bit. What's dinner for you?

It's meant to be raining here tomorrow too with the possibility of a storm.

I'm slowly doing bedtime routine. Just setting up the rat traps in the laundry as I found that he's been hanging around there.

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I had Thai takeaway. So I had satay chicken skewers and rice and I have satay chicken and rice for lunches at work. I didn’t have it in me to cook. @MissGremlin. I’m body is so exhausted I can barely move.

Do you go for a walk with your support worker?

I hope you catch it.

Pix is just been snuggling with me. Lots of cuddles and lots of kisses

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@Captain24 it does feel like people don't take covid stuff too seriously anymore hey.

See I get very overheated legs at times, so not sure if the thick wooly oodie fabric would work for me!

Oh yikes a glue spill sounds nightmarish!! Hope it didn't get anywhere that's impossible to clean it off? Don't glue yourself to the floor!! 😅

Sounds like a great psych appt, and she is also saying yay for you taking time off! That's awesome 😋

Hope you aren't too sick for too much longer.

Aww love how excited dogs get about piles of leaves!! Love that she waited for permission too haha what a smart pup!

My weekend was mostly spent binge-watching Marvel movies haha. Undecided if I want to commit to any of the many many TV series there are... 😅

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@Captain24 that sounds yummy and is a good meal. Totally get not having it in you too cook, I just don't have a choice. I'm hoping you get a good night's sleep and are feeling better tomorrow sweet.

No we don't go for a walk, just stand on the doorstep talking.

Really hoping I do, it's been in the house for far too long.

Awww she's being a snuggle buddy, I can't wait until I sit in bed and Casper will snuggle up to me.

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I don’t think they would work for you then, they were really warm and toasty @Jynx

I got it up pretty quick. I just couldn’t believe that I have to use multi grips to open the jar because of how sealed shut it is but I quick fall on the floor and it goes everywhere!

She is just so supportive and recognises the efforts and shows me what I am doing well for myself.

I can’t take much more, I’m so so so tired and have to get up at 4:30 in the morning! I can’t go to bed until I’ve fed the dogs.

She loves running around in the leaves and anything water! So she was excited that I said she could go into the puddle. She walked through it and turned around and ran back through and then ran through again to keep going to right way. When it’s been raining you do actually have to watch her as if she thinks you’re not looking she will go through the puddles.

It actually doesn’t surprise me that you are into marvel! You certainly are one of a kind! (In a good way)

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It was good. I just have to get my arse off the lounge and sort the rest of it into containers ready to just grab in the morning. @MissGremlin

Have you thought about a walk? I use to do that with my case manager and it was easier to talk.

She is being sweet. I don’t know what she wants. 😂 she’s not usually this snuggly. Jetts the snuggly one!

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