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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 those emotions need to stay inside at the moment.

Hoping this section is a little bit stickier than the last!

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I hope so for you @MissGremlin. It’ll make it easier.

I get that about emotions but just think of it as the uphill climb that won’t be easy either! I know, I’m working on the climb!

I’ve just started the next section and on the first colour. All grass!!!

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@Captain24 it will make it easier and won't drive me so crazy 😂.

Mines got mostly grey, black and little bits of blue and pink. There's a shoe and a teddy bear foot!

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Mines all greens but about 19 different colours apart from Jett’s skinny leg so that’s not much! @MissGremlin.

Do you know the only thing left on my list for this week is clean the laundry! I am going to start in tomorrows with what I can do like clean the bathrooms and do all the floors properly. It’s pointless cleaning the kitchen when I’m only going to cook in it anyway!

Im even thinking I’ll see how I feel and I may go grocery shopping tonight. I won’t hold my breath through! 😜

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@Captain24 sorry I had to pause to make lunches.

That's alot of colours especially when it's all different shades of green.

You've done amazing to get so much done. Definitely agree it's not really worth doing the kitchen until you've done the cooking in it.

Lucky you have shops open, they are closed here today cos of the public holiday. See how you feel though later.

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Some are closed but most open as we are a tourist destination! @MissGremlin The town is busy.

I was wrapping mums presents and I had the door to the front room open where the pictures were. I grabbed on and wrapped it then a grabbed the other one. So I shut the other door once I got the picture out. So it was shut while I was wrapping the picture and wrapping Jetts presents to nanny. I was putting the wrapping paper away in the other room and Jett started whinging at the spare room door. I thought he must have left a toy in there. Then I could see the shadow under the door. I locked Pix in there! 😂

It is a lot and the way that I do it with rows up and then all the way across, I have over 2000 dots to check! No wonder it takes me so long especially when it’s all over the place like the grass is!

Are they sticking?

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@Captain24 haha oh poor Pix. Been there done that though when I had the 3 dogs 😂.

It's alot of dots and yes no wonder it takes so long but it's so worth it.

Nope, I'm still having the same issue. It's honestly frustrating but I love this picture. I work from left to right so at least I don't risk moving them as I work on the next section but cos I'm going from bottom to top i have to seal each full row once I've done all the sections. Hope that makes sense 😂

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So you do all the sections from the bottom of the picture to the top and then seal them? Then start on the next sections from bottom to top? @MissGremlin

Pix gets locked in all the time and just waits to be let out unless it’s too long and then she scratches at the door.

On my last section I tip some of the dots into the tray. When I got to the end I need three more dots! I was so close to the right number. I’ve never done that before.

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@Captain24 i do the whole bottom row in sections first then start on the row above that and so on until i reach the top.

 

Casper will bark once if he is somewhere that he can't get out of, usually when he's managed to get himself trapped into the toilet cos the door opens inwards in a very tight area 😂. (He steals the cardboard rolls)

Haha oh I've managed to get the exact amount I've needed a few times, it's like a complete fluke but feels satisfying. Only being 3 off is impressive!

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I can’t see the pic yet. @MissGremlin

This is how I do mine.

 

Pix is pretty quiet about it. Jett lets you know really fast! But he doesn’t get locked in often as he is usually at your feet!

You do well to get the right number. I’m impressed.

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