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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I slept alright but woke up a few times, however I’m feeling a little more rested @MissGremlin

Im just sitting here doing diamond art hoping to finish the first section. I have to go into town at 10 and get cards a wrapping paper to do mums presents and take them to her sometime today.

How are you doing?

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@Captain24 I'm glad you feel a little more refreshed even though you still woke up a few times.

Hope you finish the first section and that the trip into town goes ok. I bet your mum is going to love her presents.

Things are feeling heavy, I've just been sitting in bed doing random crochet. I had to try out the sealer last night, just on the first row of sections as the dots wouldn't stay stuck down. Looks like I'll have to seal each section or row at a time with this picture.

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She will @MissGremlin. I’ll go into town when it opens and then I’ll take them around this afternoon. I was just on the phone to her and she told Pix we were going for a walk this afternoon. Pix won’t forget. I don’t want to! Does she forget I have Covid! It’ll probably do me good though.

Im close to finishing it. Maybe 20 more minutes if that. It’ll make me feel a little more into when that is done. It did with Pix. The next 3 sections are a lot of grass and a little bit of Jett then he starts to fill the section even more.

Im sorry it’s so hard but at least the sealer worked. Clever me! 😂 O wouldn’t have thought to do it section by section though. Well done.

Sorry things are heavy at least you are doing something though. My rest day has now gone. Do you want to catch up at anytime. I should be home by 11 at the latest and leave around 2:30. I’ll be home hopefully by 4:30.

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@Captain24 I can understand not wanting to go for a walk and if you're really not up for it then don't push yourself but getting out in the fresh air might be good, I'd just take it slowly and not too far.

Very close to finishing that section and once you start doing bits of Jett it will start coming together. I reckon the outsides are always the hardest cos its just basically the border until you start reaching the main picture.

It was either try the sealer or give up on the picture. It's disappointing how not sticky the surface is, I couldn't even use the roller over it cos they would just move. The dots often won't even come off the pen cos the pen is stickier than the surface!

I'd love to sit and do some diamond art with you for a bit later on. I'm going to try to have a nap now as the medications I've taken are making me feel pretty dizzy and blah (I'm safe and used to this reaction from them and my doctor is aware).

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I have to go. Pix is hassling me and it’s not until 3! I’ve got a long time of hassle! @MissGremlin

I’ve just finished it. So I’m going to go and have a shower and head out. Hopefully the have the cards I want and wrapping paper! I’m going to have to stock up again.

Im glad the sealer has worked. It must be really frustrating to do. Can you have another one of the go while you wait for the sealer to dry?

I hope the nap helps for you and you feel better after. Maybe the meds will help you actually get some sleep. I’ll be here when you wake up.

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@Captain24 hopefully she doesn't drive you too crazy 😂

Oh fingers crossed they've got the cards and wrapping paper that you want. I always stock up when I find something I like.

I could do but I sealed it after I'd finished for the night and it's dry now so I'll just do it once I've finished working on it for the day/night. If I decide I need to do more before it's dry then I'll start another one.

Will chat to you when I wake up. Safe travels into town and back sweet.

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Hello @Captain24 sweet, did you make it back from town yet?

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Yep I’m home and the presents are wrapped! @MissGremlin

How was your nap?

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@Captain24 well done sweet.

I didn't really get much of a nap, kept waking up crying which was rather annoying.

Shall we do some diamond art together?

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I’m sorry you were crying. But I think it’s actually a good signs that you are able to release your emotions. @MissGremlin

Let’s start.

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