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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 yes there's lots of detail in it, i love the little bees!

Definitely leave it if you're not feeling up to it, i agree with your mum there 😂.

It's been really good to have the connection here today both with you and nightfury. It helps to distract me especially when things get overwhelming here at times.

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@MissGremlin With all this rain about I'll keep my fingers crossed you can catch up on Wed!

You're welcome 💜

I'm glad to hear you're staying connected! Lego, puppy pal, and connecting with friends makes the soul happy, for sure 😉

@Captain24 omg no way that's so rough!! I wish you a speedy recovery hun, plenty of bed rest for sure, and glad to hear you are going to try to listen to your body and not push yourself!

I'm going okay, taking full advantage of my oodie robe and trying to still get some sunshine when I can ☀️💜

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I knew you would! 😂 @MissGremlin

Im showered for the second time today! Go me.. I’m about to boil some water for pasta for dinner. I’m pretty tired.

Im glad it helps you focus on what ‘we’ are doing and put aside what is going on.

I have a few things to do tomorrow but will be around probably half the day so we can do it again if you have time or want to.

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Well I kinda pushed myself and mowed the back yard but it had to be done. I have a few things to do tomorrow but not a lot and should allow plenty of time to rest @Jynx

Monday is a complete rest day I need to be better for work on Wednesday. The cold and flu tablets have made a world of difference though. It’s helping with the headache. I made mum buy me some more!

I am so looking forward to my break. Try and recover from everything and maybe it’ll make life a little easier.

Im glad it’s going ok. I got my Oodie out a couple of days ago as it was cold when it was raining but it has warmed up again with lots of sunshine. More rain next week so that’s really good and another reason why I had to mow my lawn!

I don’t have an Oodie robe. I have the lounge set but it hasn’t really been cold enough yet. Just a couple of days that didn’t make double digits. I’m scared for when winter hits though. It still feels like early autumn here. It was 15 degrees today!

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@Jynx unfortunately Wednesday here is the one day that's meant to be raining.

It's actually been really nice to be so connected here today and I think just what I needed ☺️.

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@Captain24 well done for having 2 showers today at, that's really impressive. Pasta for dinner sounds yummy 😋. I bet you're tired, hoping you can get a good sleep tonight.

I'd love to, I do have a bit of a busy day tomorrow though with shops and a couple of things around the house so we'll just have to see how the day goes.

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I’ve decided to not do the front @MissGremlin. Just bath the dogs, go to the markets and have a shower, wash my hair and clean the shower while I’m at it. Oh and the bedlinen. I can’t see the point in putting the clean dogs on the dirty bed linen. I do change it every block though. I’ll be done by late morning.

I’ll be ready from lunchtime on if you are. Just let me know how your day goes. I’ll probably go to mums Monday morning but other than that it’s a completely nothing day.

what’s for dinner tonight?

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That's really good to hear that you are getting closer to the 'right' stuff in terms of meds @Captain24 It's taken so long!

I hope that once things stabilise, you will come on top of it all.

It sure has been a rocky ride!

As for COVID, I've got so many old tests... haven't even used them. Such a waste.

I'm pretty good. I've got a list of things I want to do over this long weekend. Just reports and life admin. My sister wants to go out with the kids so I said I'll stay home.

Did I tell you I bought my retirement home?

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@Captain24 that sounds like a good plan. Can understand changing the bed linen the same day you wash the dog's, it definitely makes sense.

I'll be heading to the shops after lunch unless I get the energy and go in the morning again, we'll see what happens. If not I'll be around all day Monday ☺️.

I just ate the leftover teriyaki chicken from last night, don't normally eat leftover meat and especially cold so stepping out of my comfort zone there.

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@Captain24 hope the cold and flu tablets do the trick.

Does your workplace not have requirements for stuff like... not coming to work when you've got covid? Or just a certain number of days or something?

I hope you're able to get the rest you need hun 🤞

It's gotten down below double digies a couple times here. Multiple blanket weather for sure!

Oodie have a lounge set?

Hope you're still staying warm 😋

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