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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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You did buy that house? I was actually thinking about you and it this afternoon and forgot to ask! @tyme

If your sis and kids are out you won’t be able to do anything as it’s not normal to have the place to yourself! 😜 I hope you get done what you need to and get to rest as well while you are left in peace.

I want to just rest on Monday so I can fully recover from this. I’ve got a couple of things to do tomorrow but after mowing the back yard today I am NOT mowing the front. It takes too much. I’m exhausted. Didn’t tell you I slept 11 hours and 50 minutes last night even after spending more than half the day in bed! I only woke up because Pix’s breakfast alarm went off! I haven’t had a sleep today though, I spent time with @MissGremlin @doing diamond art together.

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Sorry @MissGremlin. I’m watching the final episode of the Kylie documentary and forgot to check my phone and didn’t even realise the time until the alarm went off for my night meds!

I can be free around 11 if that helps if not earlier just let me know. I’ll let you know when the dogs are done and I’ve been into town.

Monday I’m free all day. I’m not doing anything!

Are you in bed doing your diamond art now?

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@Captain24 haha that's completely ok sweet, glad you got to sit and watch it. Hoping you get another good night's sleep sweet.

Sounds good. I'll just have to play tomorrow by ear and see how I go with getting out early.

Monday i won't be doing anything either.

I am I'm bed now, my body is very sore and I'm tired so hoping I can get to sleep soon. I'll do some diamond art for a bit while I'm drinking my iced coffee.

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They are working @Jynx. I feel completely different on them and as they start to wear off and it’s nearly time for more my pounding headache comes back and I feel

like crap.

No, no requirements but unless you are really sick you probably wouldn’t even notice. It was only after I was sent home that I put all the pieces in place and figured it out. I did send a message to the office girl to let my boss know what I had as we had been locked in a small room together for a minimum of half and hour.

Oodie do have a lounge set. You should check it out. It’s an oodie but in top and pants!

It’s getting pretty cold here now but I have my oodie warming pj’s on and an oodie.

I’ve been sitting here watching the Kylie documentary. I have 18 minutes left! I don’t have time now to finish before the dogs have dinner so I’ll finish it after. I love Kylie!!!

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I’ve got 18 minutes to go but it’ll have to wait until after I fed the dogs. It’s been so good. I went to her homecoming concert and just watching what it took for her to make it there and perform the way she does was amazing. She hadn’t recover from the effects of chemo. It was the best concert I have ever been to. It was better than P!nk. I am biased as I do love Kylie though. @MissGremlin

I hope you can get to sleep early and that you manage to get some time in. I think I will sleep well. I’m exhausted. Diamond art and iced coffee sounds relaxing except for the fact that I can’t stand coffee!!

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@Captain24 I've seen bits of her concerts on YouTube and she certainly puts on a good show. I don't mind Kylie but unfortunately my ex kind of ruined my love for her.

I'm really hoping I can, just need quiet here so that I can try to. I'm not a fan of coffee but I can tolerate some of the sachets as long as they don't have the horrible coffee taste 😂.

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I’ve been a Kylie fan right from the beginning. I didn’t watch neighbours when she was in it as we didn’t have that channel. @MissGremlin

I can taste if coffee is in things. I can’t drink coffee in any way at all. I don’t like the smell of it either. I really don’t like going to coffee shops because of the smell!

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@Captain24 i never watched her in neighbours, only watched it when I was with my ex.

I can't stand coffee shops either!.

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I finished it and loved every minute of it. I usually get distracted when watching stuff. Watching that kept me glued to the screen. @MissGremlin

We only had one tv channel and abc that’s it. I watched neighbours from when I moved out of home until it ended! I still watch home and away and have done since it started.

I have just set the air con and I’m getting ready for bed. I really really hope you can get some sleep.

I’ll talk to you tomorrow. Be gentle with yourself.

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@Captain24 I'm glad you loved watching it and that it kept your attention.

I watched them a little over the years but never got into them.

Hopefully both of us can get a good sleep.

Night night sweetheart, talk to you tomorrow ❤️

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