I can’t cope

@Captain24 I'll reply to your post later. I'm laying on the lounge with Casper and have a movie on in the background.

Sorry it took me so long to get to it. @MissGremlin

I can understand the feeling of being powerless, you have just tried so hard and knocked back at every turn.

Just let yourself cry yourself to sleep and hopefully you can have a nap.

Thinking of you.

Thankyou @Captain24 sweet. How are you doing?

I’ve wandering around aimlessly @MissGremlin . It took me forever to finish my diamond art as I just kept stopping to wander.

I went to the chemist and then I came home for a sleep. Didn’t sleep very well. Now I just don’t know what I want to do. I have no care, energy or motivation. It’s really hard. I didn’t hear back from my psych but I didn’t expect to.

I don’t know what to do.

 @Jynx @AuntGlow

@Captain24 awwww that picture is gorgeous and turned out so well, good job on finishing it sweet.

I can hear how hard it is right now for you sweetheart but know that you're not alone. Would it help to maybe call your bestie to have a chat? You did so well to get out to the chemist and I'm glad you had a bit of a sleep though I'm sorry it wasn't a very good one.

I'm here to help however I can sweet. Sending love and hugs ❤️.

I’ve sat on the lounge and watched the first episode of the Kylie documentary. @MissGremlin. I have Jett on my lap and Pix on the lounge next to me.

I’ve put one coat of sealer on it and got the next one out. It’s Jett. Don’t want to start it though. I think a couple of days break will be good.

What are you doing?

@Captain24 how was the first episode? Glad you've got Pix and Jett close by.

Well done for putting a coat of sealer on it. I don't know what's going on with my diamond art, I've not been able to focus on it or get into it lately, it's just not feeling right.

I'm sitting and randomly crocheting stitches at the moment, have to do dishes soon. I'm just not with it at the moment and feeling empty and defeated (I'm safe).

It was really good @MissGremlin. I am a huge Kylie fan though.

Maybe it’s time for a little break and do something else for a little while. I’m not going to touch this one until I have mowed the lawns and framed the other ones. Oh and cleaned the house.

Do you make toys or anything when you crochet? Sorry you feel defeated. I hear you. I’m really not ok myself. I’m trying hard to find words. I’m not even talking to my dogs.

@Captain24 I'm glad you found it good.

Maybe it is. I've just lost motivation for anything at the moment. Getting those things done before starting the next one sounds like a good idea.

I do make little things sometimes but at the moment I'm just making random things up, it's just keeping my hands busy. I'm right there with you, it's just one of those days today i think.

I just feel alone and lonely. I don’t have any will to face another day. I am safe. I just want to go to bed and just sleep away until this mood changes. I don’t want to see tomorrow if it’s more of the same.

I’ve been working so hard on myself to get me through this. Even though I didn’t want to today I still tried. I didn’t go to work but I did self care and I left the house.

Why has things changed over the last 2 days especially? Have I done something wrong? Do I just not deserve to get well? Have I done something so bad that this is all my life is going to be? Why can’t I just get it right?