I can’t cope

@Captain24 Tweety bird is cute!

Oh I did dancing, gymnastics and 8 years of ice skating. So growing up i spent alot of time in leotards. But outside of that it was home made tracksuits and baggy clothes.

Yes they would require specialised frames.

Tonight is bolognase 😋. What have you got tonight?

Sounds like a busy childhood! @MissGremlin

I’ve just stopped doing my diamond art. I think I need about and hour and a half and this section would be finished. But I think I’ll just sit and watch some tv. At least I know I will get it finished next block. The rocks aren’t so hard when the is only 15 rows. It makes it heaps quicker to do as I’m not looking through so much. I think I’ll do that with Jett and all his grass!

Bolognese sounds good. I’m just having pasta and cheese again.

@Captain24 it was, i never stopped. I did swimming, singing, callisthenics, tap dancing, modelling, ballet, st John ambulance cadets. But then you come to now where I can't do anything, how times have changed.

Sitting and watching TV sounds like a good idea, you've done heaps of diamond art today.

It was nice. Pasta and cheese, yummy 😋

It seems a whole world away doesn’t it! Such as massive life change as we get older @MissGremlin

Im just watching home and away and about to eat my dinner. I’m going to feed the dogs a bit earlier tonight and hopefully that doesn’t hurt her diabetes too much.

what are your plans for tonight?

@Captain24 it most definitely does. I'm a completely different person now.

If it's only a bit earlier then it should be fine. Hoping you can get a good night's sleep tonight. Did your headache ease sweet?

Just sitting and doing diamond art i think while I watch a TV show. After the experience I had earlier when i dozed off I don't think I'll be getting much sleep tonight so hoping I can keep busy (I'm safe).

Nah. I’ve still got it. @MissGremlin. I’m really really down right now. I’m safe but just feel like crying.

I just wish I could go to bed.

That sounds good. Are you watching buffy?

Im sorry that that happened. I do hope you get some sleep though.

@Captain24 oh sweet, I'm sorry. I'm here with you though and sending lots of love and hugs ❤️.

I haven't been able to watch Buffy since coming back from Melbourne as it's not working and need my friend to help fix it.

We will have to see what happens.

What are you going to watch now? @MissGremlin

@Captain24 I've been watching the big bang theory again cos its one I can just have on in the background.

I never got into the big bang theory @MissGremlin . I’m more a ‘friends’ kinda gal. I know pretty much all of it.

Im in bed now after feeding the dogs and having a shower. Earlier than I normally am. Only 15 minutes but that’s a lot when my alarm goes off at 4:30. Hopefully my mood lifts over night. I’m in a deep dark hole right now and just want to forget everything. This is where I know I have failed my self care and stuff. Im safe

Im sorry to dump that on you..

I hope you can get some sleep.

Good night.