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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I’ve been wearing rugby tops lately. I feel like I’m better dressed in them than hoodies. I still wear them a lot though! It makes me feel a little better and when I leave the house I now leave in clean clothes. That’s making a difference too. I’m not so self conscious oh and I put shoes on not Ugg boots to go out! 😂 @MissGremlin

Thats ok you gotta do what is best for you. I still have a bit to do on this section and I’ll see how I feel after that. But we got to do it together so that makes me happy!

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@Captain24 rugby tops are nice, I can't wear anything close to my neck so all my tops are sleeveless and like v neck or types like that. But my hoodies i love and I get them extra big so they don't feel restricting. That's awesome, you're honestly doing amazing with all the changes you've made. I don't even own ugg boots 😂.

I got close to finishing the section, I'll finish it tonight when I'm in bed. I always love doing diamond art together and I just love being able to chat to you ☺️❤️.

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I don’t like anything restricting either. Everything has to be bigger! @MissGremlin. Most stuff I wear has lower necklines so they aren’t around my neck or polos with buttons.

How can you not own Ugg boots!!! I love them. I even wear them in summer. I’m getting to the stage that I need a new pair but they are expensive. I’ve had these ones for years though.

O am so close to finishing this section. I have 7 more colours to go! Some are only a couple of dots though.

I love it too. I was just sitting here and thinking that I’m alone! Which is kinda weird I think. I think I’ll go to bed after I finish this though as I still need to go into town

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I finished that section! @MissGremlin

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I just had 2 1/2 hours sleep @MissGremli. I could have stayed there but I actually feel better for my sleep! I’m going to head into town for halfa

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@Captain24 that's a decent sleep and I'm glad you feel better after. Hope the trip into town goes smoothly sweet.

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@Captain24 you did so well to finish that section sweet, getting closer to being finished.

I used to dress like what they used to refer to as a tomboy. But now I just wear leggings a top and a hoodie. I do have a pair of cargo like pants that I wear if I'm going out somewhere special like the concert and when I went out the other day.

I never got into ugg boots, I do have my stitch slippers though but I rarely wear them as I don't want to ruin them 😂. Ugg boots are definitely expensive though and the cheap ones really aren't the same.

Awww I'm sorry that i had to leave you while we were doing diamond art together. We'll just have to do it again soon. Hopefully over the weekend if you have some time as i will this weekend coming ☺️.

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Everything in town is done @MissGremlin. I’m home now to stay and I don’t have to go grocery shopping on Wednesday so that’s a bonus! I bought dinners ready to go!

I wear track pants! I use to dress more feminine when I was younger but no I don’t really care much. My rugby tops are female tops though so I guess that kind counts, the rest of my clothes are men’s clothes. They fit better.

Hahaha.. you might need to buy a second pair that you can wear! I just went out in my Ugg boots as I forgot to take them off! I’ve got the cheap ones from big w that I wear to work as I leave my boots there. They are too muddy and dirty to bring home!

It’s ok that you had to leave. I understand. I’m just sitting down to start again. Sometime over the weekend sounds good. I’ve got the frames for 5 diamond arts that need framing. I’ll do the one for mum on Friday and then I’ll have to do the others over the weekend. I still need 3 more frames for these ones but at $55 a frame they can wait a bit!

What are you up to now?

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@Captain24 woohoo yay for everything in town for being done and not having to go grocery shopping on Wednesday.

I've never dressed feminine except for when I was made to by one of my ex's so he could parade me around. I much prefer looser clothing than tight fitting.

I do have a second pair, ones in my emergency hospital bag and the other was still brand new with tags until I took them to Melbourne so I'm only wearing them very occasionally but I might get a spare pair when I get paid next 😂.

Oohhh that's awesome that you've got some frames for them. Why does everything have to be so expensive honestly 😂.

I've just gotten back from the shops before and then had to talk to the ex as it is his birthday today and now I've got dinner cooking. I'm also about to feed Casper and take him to the toilet.

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That’s funny. I’d be the same if it was tweety bird though! @MissGremlin

I use to do a lot of dancing and it was normal to wear tight fitting clothes. I also had the body for it and it was one of those things that everyone else was wearing so I had to as well to fit in and not stand out.

Because they are 40x50 I need specialised frames so I have to go to the framing shop!

Shame you had to talk to him.

Hope Casper enjoys his dinner! What’s for dinner at your place tonight?

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