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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hi @Captain24 and @MissGremlin I love that you both have a shared passions for diamond art and being creative and also just being such wonderful and supportive friends. We need to know that people care about us and share our lives together. Like you say Captain, it is getting better, but some days are really much tougher. I admire how you get through them, any way that you can get through it, is GOOD ENOUGH right! 💜😘

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@MissGremlin @Captain24 my love and thoughts to PIX as well 💙

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Hello @Tolly, it's awesome that we share a love for diamond art and having the connection while doing it feels so meaningful.

Hope you're having a good day ☺️.

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I’m hoping so @MissGremlin so far she has nearly cost me $ 10000! But she is so happy and full of energy. I’ve got the old Pix back. So it been worth it and she should live longer than we thought.

Mine are all animals or Elvis! So they aren’t bright colours. But they match me. I’m really interested how the sunset one will turn out when I order that. If it turns out then I’ll order more scenery ones which is me as well.

Do you wear brighter colours? I’m slowly getting more into lighter ones on top but mostly black or navy on the bottom. Last winter it’s was just all black or all navy.

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Hi @MissGremlin I hope you have a good Monday 💜

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@Captain24 that's alot of money by she's worth every cent. She's honestly such a beautiful girl and I'm glad that she's happy and full of energy again.

Animals and Elvis are cool and if they match you then that's even better. I reckon a sunset one will look amazing especially with the detail in the ones you get.

I actually wear mostly black. But my tops are different colours just the same style but they're usually hidden under my hoodies 😂.

I've packed up my diamond art to lay down for a bit. My head is hurting and it was getting hard to focus (I'm safe). Sorry sweet, i feel bad that I can't keep sitting and doing it with you.

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It is good to connect like this and love each others work. @Tolly. Getting how much time and energy goes into them. The one I’m doing now is of Pix on rocks at her favourite beach so it has meaning. I do a lot of custom ones. I’ve just done one of mums dog laying on sand dunes. She was really proud of herself getting up there. Mum had to let go of her lead and I had to run up after her and fell over in the dunes!

It is getting better except for today, but I am working really hard in changing my life around. I have new routines to allow for me to have time for self care. I actually caught myself smiling the other day for no reason! I was made by my psych to get out of the house everyday and that’s so much easier for me now. I’m going to shops to get things I need other than just the supermarket.

Pix needs lots of well wishes to save me some money! Nearly $10000 so far and still more to come. I’ve run out of money and mum and dad paid the last $1500 bill! I think I’ve got the next one covered though that will be hopefully $700. But as they find things they keep testing other stuff which adds up more. They don’t even call me as they know I will just say yes!

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@MissGremlin rest you head lovely person and I hope the headache goes away 😘

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Thankyou @Tolly ❤️. I took some more pain relief before and I'm laying on my lounge. I'm on my side and Casper is behind me using my hip as his head rest 😂.

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@MissGremlin I hope Casper gives you lots of love this morning 😘

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