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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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It’s hard. I see her 2 weeks running then not for 3 weeks with the way my roster works and both those appointments come out of 1 pay. @MissGremlin

Im use to them not caring anymore. I wasn’t even upset when rav3n left as I had already grieved them.

Floors are all done and my hair is dry. I just have to go and get fuel, unpack the dishwasher and throw the towels in the dryer when they have finished washing. I’ll be at my diamond art at 1:15 if not earlier so I’ll be ready when you are.

It turns out that it was a quick bit of rain but the washing didn’t get wet as I ran and it’s now hanging in the spare room. I have the aircon on in there so it’ll finish drying quickly. I’ll iron it after you have finished doing your diamond art and started on other things.

I hope I motivate you to get them done. I’ll be waiting 😜 Is it much to do?

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@Captain24 that's really tough and only getting the one pay in between would make it hard.

It's hard when they leave and i do understand how you're feeling about them not caring.

Woohoo look at you go, well done sweet. I'll do my best to get everything done as soon as I can.

Glad it was only a quick bit of rain and that your washing didn't get wet, hopefully it dries quickly and will be ready for you to iron later.

It's definitely motivation to get them done as I enjoy being able to sit down and do diamond art with you.

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I’m done! Just ironing to do. Yay!!! @MissGremlin. I was 15 minutes later than I said but I forgot I had to have lunch!

How are you going?

That last bit made me smile. Do you realise you said enjoy!!!

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@Captain24 you've done amazing sweet, well done.

Trying to get things done, just a little slower than expected.

Haha do you know i actually didn't realise that I said it. Well there you go 😂

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That’s ok @MissGremlin. I’ll be here when you are ready!

Hhmmm… you like pointing it out to me so I thought I’d do the same! It’s nice to realise when it’s pointed out though. Just that tiny little skip in your heart.

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@Captain24 ok I'm here!

I just made a hot chocolate with marshmallows too ☺️.

I'm glad you pointed it out. It truly does bring me joy to sit and connect with you while we do our diamond art ❤️

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Yay!!! @MissGremlin

I’ve just finished a section and have done one colour of the new one!

Im glad that it does. It’s nice just knowing someone is doing the same thing at the same time!

Hot chocolate sounds good. It’s not very warm here. I might have one after dinner if I have time. I’m extremely tired and can barely keep my eyes open so it’ll be an early night and I’ve got work tomorrow anyway!

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@Captain24 well done. I've just started to work on mine, currently doing black.

It is very nice to know ☺️.

Would it be worth having a nap sweet? Having a hot chocolate after dinner sounds nice. I don't tend to have hot drinks too close to bedtime.

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I’ll try and stick it out and hopefully fall asleep quicker when I get to bed. @MissGremlin

Im doing a dark charcoal colour. They are scattered all over the place! 😂 I’m hoping to get a good portion of this section done.

Are you very far into yours or is this the one you are just starting?

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@Captain24 hoping you can fall asleep quickly tonight and sleep all night.

Haha similar colour. Mine were a bit scattered, I'm about to start another colour now.

I'm close to finishing the first row of sections but not even close to being half way finished 😂

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