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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 oh no that's scary, I hope she's alright. Poor Pix really seems to be in the wars lately.

He's not quite touching me at the moment but very close to it. I love how they want to be with us too, it's a special connection that's for sure.

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She has settled again now. But she is sitting on the floor just sitting and staring at me. I think she wants a treat. She hasn’t asked in a long time. @MissGremlin. She definitely doesn’t sit here and watch me do diamond art!

Im not sure how much longer I can do this for but I’ll keep trying. I was also hoping to hear back from tyme but I guess she is busy. Or I’ve done something wrong…

Hows your section going? Mine is taking shape at the moment.

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@Captain24 I'm glad she's settled again now. Guessing they've had dinner already?

If you need to get some sleep sweet then thats ok especially cos last night was so rough. I think tyme is just busy, they don't seem to get alot of time to be on the forums anymore.

I've just finished another section and there's one more to do in this row now.

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I’ll do this colour and another and see how I feel. @MissGremlin Im tired though. The dogs think it’s strange that they have had dinner and we aren’t in bed!

I think she is playing in it. I’m watching her but if I pay her attention she is fine and if I ignore her she starts again. I did go running the first time I heard it though. I knew she wasn’t breathing and was choking. I do keep an eye on her though.

Another section is good. I won’t get this one done tonight but I might finished it tomorrow after I get everything ready for work on Monday.

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@Captain24 no worries sweet. I just don't want you pushing yourself to stay awake cos I know you're tired.

She really likes to keep you on your toes. Hoping that she's ok for the rest of the night though. My last girl used to reverse sneeze alot due to her health issues, it was scary the first time it happened then I learnt how to help her when it was happening but I was always worried if it happened when I went out.

I've kind of just frozen. I'm feeling overwhelmed with things that are happening here (I'm safe). I'm not sure if I want to start the next section or if i want to maybe try to get some sleep, I don't know if I'm tired or not.

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These two reverse sneeze as well. This was different to the sneeze. I have to help them with it. It scares Jett and he comes running and wants to get cuddles and helped. Then he licks me and gets down! So cute. Pix stands there, lets me cover her nose and walks of when she is fine @MissGremlin

Im trying but I’m failing. I’ll do this colour and then I’m done for the night. I hope you can try and get some sleep now. That would be good for you.

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@Captain24 my girl Laylah used to come to me so I could help her. Glad someone else gets it with the reverse sneezing, alot of people have no idea about it. Glad both of yours know to let you help them when it happens.

I've packed mine up, I started on one colour but couldn't focus. Let's hope both of us can get a good night's sleep tonight.

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I want to do more of it but I’m tired and think I should go to bed. The dogs are looking at me. So I’m guessing it’s past bed time! I think if I keep going I won’t know when to stop. @MissGremlin

Im hoping you fall asleep quickly and can actually sleep well for a few hours.

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@Captain24 i think going to bed is a good idea, you don't want to end up overtired either cos that makes it even harder to sleep.

I'm really hoping I can sleep through the night but I doubt that will happen as I always get disturbed during the night by either others or the nightmares and panic attacks.

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I’m starting to get to that stage that I’m actually waking up @MissGremlin. It’s the longest I have stayed up in ages.

Once upon a time I was just getting ready to head to the pub! Now it’s after bedtime 😂

I’m hoping nothing wakes us up tonight.

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