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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Getting into bed sounds good when you haven’t stopped, that feeling of just instant relaxation and comfort.

We can do diamond art together!

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@Captain24 i think i know what you might be talking about and yes it's definitely heartbreaking.

It's just been constant things since I got back from the shops and I've just been standing around rather than getting to sit down.

Oohhhh yes we can ☺️. I'll try to be as quick as I can.

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You could of quite possibly heard about it @MissGremlin

Im just eating my dinner and then I’ll be back at it soon.

Do you sit up in bed?

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Hey @tyme

I didn’t see this until now.. sorry. I thought you had forgotten about me! I was just going through and deleting identifying posts.

I really think there must be a cat. I’m really hoping otherwise it’s getting pretty scary. Plus the dogs were out at all hours barking. No one would have hung around that long. I would hope not anyway.

I went to visit my bestie today! Was there for nearly 2 hours and then come home and slept!

I’ve just being doing diamond art other than that.

Did you see my post I wrote to you about making my psych cry?

How have you been since we last talked forever ago?

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@Captain24 I've just sat in bed and yes I sit up in bed to do my diamond art.

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I’ve just been through and deleted some posts. If you have possible picked it up so far away than others may have too. @MissGremlin

I struggle to sit on my bed. It’s got like a pillow top thing at the top of the mattress and you sink into it. But it’s mega comfy!!! The best mattress I have ever had! It just snuggles around d you in the right spots. I think the best night sleep I’ve ever had was when I first got it!

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@Captain24 understand deleting the posts sweet.

My bed really isn't that comfy, it's got a pillow top but not a very thick one and it's over 17 years old now. I try to get a mattress topper every now and then which helps for a while until that loses it's fluffiness too. Your bed sounds super nice and comfortable.

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My old mattress was 15 years old but considering it was only me it’s in good nick and super comfortable, it was a good one too. Everyone that stays in the spare room loves it. Theres nothing wrong with it I just wanted a new one to go with my new house! @MissGremlin I also have to be very careful with my back as well. I need the proper support or I can wake up and not be able to walk.

Is Casper on the bed with you or on the floor?

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@Captain24 i want to get a new mattress but i can't afford to. I don't like that this one was slept on by my ex so it holds alot of bad memories.

Casper is laying next to me on the bed ☺️

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It’s hard. They are so expensive. @MissGremlin.

Pixie is having trouble breathing! If it’s not one thing it’s another. I’m hoping she settles down. Now she is barking and started her snorting again.

Is he touching you or just laying next to you? I love how much they just want to be with us.

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