I can’t cope

Hi @Captain24 yeah, it can really build up but I hope that by the time you get the washing in and do the ironing the distractions and also accomplishments of getting that sorted will help calm the intense feelings. 😘

I’ve shut the front door, I’ve closed the blinds, I’ve put music on softly as the last thing I need is noise but it’s to drown out the outside noises. I’ve done the ironing, done the last coat of sealer on the diamond arts that are finished. Finished the section I was doing on the current one and now it’s half done. I have a cigarette or two and I’ve walked around the backyard at the same time.

The anger is slowly coming down.

Still waiting on the vet to call with the results from Pixies urine test. I told them to check and see if the UTI had gone and to test whatever else they wanted. I’m guessing it’s all fine as they have called me in with Pix.

Thank you @Tolly @MissGremlin

@Captain24 you've done well sweet and I'm glad the anger is slowly coming down.

I just got back home and I'll have to get ready soon for tonight. I did think about straightening my hair but I'm not sure if it's worth it especially if it rains.

Hoping the results are all good from Pix's tests.

I’m hoping that you have a good time! @MissGremlin. I’ll be thinking of you. At least it’s something different to what you would normally do.

Argh the whole hair thing. That annoys me!

The vet is calling me sometime soon. She isn’t sure if all the test results are back. I’m a little concerned with how many tests and how much it’s going to cost! Maybe I shouldn’t have given them the opportunity. 😜

Thankyou @Captain24 sweet, it's definitely something different for me. You're still welcome to tag me if you wanna chat, I'll probably be keeping connected here even while I'm out.

Hair annoys me 😂.

Haha oh that's a worry how many tests they may have done. But the vet knows you so I'm sure she's only doing what she feels is necessary.

I’ll leave you alone to enjoy yourself! @MissGremlin You don’t want to be worried about here. But if you need to message me that’s ok. I’ll keep checking. I’m hoping you don’t need to and that I don’t hear from you for your sake.

The vet that has done the tests is one of Pixies vets so I’m guessing she took the opportunity to check everything. If they don’t have the results they will have to ring mum on Monday as I’ll be at work. They will though. Mums on my dogs file and I’m on hers.

@Captain24 i don't like being left alone 😂. I'm always around and will always respond to posts whenever I can.

Hoping they ring you soon but if not at least they'll ring mum.

I decided to straighten my hair, I forgot how much of a task it is but I'm committed now 😂.

All Pixies test results come back really good. There is no glucose in her urine so that is the first time since she got diagnosed. She was excited to be able to do whatever tests she wanted. She said Pix hides a lot of things by being strong. She doesn’t show much pain or discomfort. She has to go back in a couple of weeks with a urine sample, to have blood tests and to have an X-ray and see if her stones are dissolving. @MissGremlin

Oh the task of straightening. It feels so good when done though. It makes me feel like I lot a little bit better. It also feels good to make the effort.

Have fun

@Captain24 that's fantastic that all her results come back good. Hopefully the next lot will show that the stones have gone or mostly dissolved.

Well i usually feel better but this time I had a certain someone tell me that my hair looked ugly. Doesn't really help one's confidence being told such things.

Thankyou sweet ❤️.

Don’t listen to them, it’s about how you feel. I don’t like them anyway. @MissGremlin. Jealousy is a curse.