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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 i bet it felt like a relief to get in.

Talk to you later sweet, definitely hope it's much later so you get lots of sleep ❤️.

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Hi @MissGremlin. I got nearly 4 hours of sleep. I did lay there for a bit though after I work up. Which I don’t normally do

Now I’m awake I don’t know what to do. Do I do diamond art that I want to do? Or do I start in my job list for today so there is less to do tomorrow? I feel like I have the ability to do the list but is that going to make me tired again? I don’t k ow what to do?

How are you going?

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Hello @Captain24 sweet, I'm glad you got a bit of sleep.

I think you should do some diamond art, allow your body to have some down time. The list i reckon can wait until tomorrow but it's completely up to you.

Things aren't great today, I had my support worker earlier today and that took alot out of me. All we did was stand on me doorstep and talked. I'm about to head out soon for my usual trip out that I have to make everyday.

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I’ve changed the sheets and doona cover. Sprayed the stained in my work jumpers, packed the dishwasher. I’m about to clean the kitchen and then go and have a shower and clean the shower and wash my hair. I can’t get into a clean bed with dirty hair! 😂 I’ve sorted out my washing into smaller loads. Hoping that they will fit on my clothes airer to dry. @MissGremlin

I’ll see how I feel after that and then maybe I’ll do some diamond art, or I’ll keep going if I feel like it. I figured while I had the get up and go that I should knock something’s off. But the also it won’t take me long in the morning to finish the rest and then I’ll be free until Sunday!

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@Captain24 do you care to sit with me for a bit please sweet?

Having a bit of a panic moment over here and trying to calm myself down. I'm safe just need some gentle connection.

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Sorry it took me so long. I was having a nap.

im here with you @MissGremlin

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@Captain24 hope you had a good nap sweet.

Thankyou for being here.

You've done amazing to get so much done today, I'm so proud of you ❤️

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It was ok. @MissGremlin I over did it but when I got tired I stopped. I still have a big list for tomorrow but it’s mostly mainly things that take 10-30 minutes.

Sorry I wasn’t here when you needed me.

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@Captain24 hoping you can get a good night's sleep tonight sweet and that one you've done your list tomorrow you can relax for a while.

It's ok sweetheart.

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I planned a nap into my day tomorrow but I won’t have one so I don’t let you down again. @MissGremlin

A good sleep would be amazing. It’s raining here so that’ll be nice to go to sleep too. I was going to wash my towels and put them in the dryer but that may hinder the sound of the rain.

Did you decide on a diamond art?

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