I can’t cope

Thanks for your really kind and caring post @MissGremlin. It actually means a lot.

I’ve had nearly 10 hours sleep and feeling a little better now. I still feel tired but not as drained.i could at least get up when my alarm went off. There isn’t much time for sleep in the next four days that I have off as Pix has so many meds at varying times. Even 6 in the morning and 10 at night. So bed will be after 10 and up again at 6!

I had to give Pix some medication this morning and it was hard. I have to keep medicating her until Saturday! At least Friday and Saturday are mums problem as I’ll be at work! Lol

Just getting breakfast and about to pack lunch. I have washing to get off the line and iron.

hope today wasn’t to hard for you?

@Captain24 you're so welcome sweet ❤️.

I'm glad you had a decent sleep and feeling a little better now. Pix having to have medications at all hours will be tough but I know you'll do it cos you're amazing and I'll be here to keep you company as always ☺️.

Hoping all goes smoothly for you sweetheart and that tonight is a better night.

Today's been really tough and it's still a challenge trying to push through. I'm safe for now and just trying to take each moment as it comes.

Sending so much love and hugs ❤️

I’m going to need a little bit of company tomorrow. Pix has one medication when I come home a tablet at 9 something else at 10. I have a gp appointment at 11 she has something at 2 I think there is a break until 7:30 then again at 9 and at 10. I also have to fit a vet appointment in there somewhere. So I’ll be awake from now until 10 tomorrow night! It’s going to be a really tough day! @MissGremlin

Im hoping I can get my job list done so then Tuesday all it is is meds for Pix and a psych appointment!

Sorry it’s been rough. Sometimes all it can be is moment by moment. I hope it’s settles for you when you get to bed and do your diamond art.

@Captain24 that's going to make for a very long day but I'll be here with you through all of it, we'll just take the day one moment at a time together ❤️.

Getting your job list done tomorrow would mean that Tuesday you can rest in between giving Pix meds and your psych appointment.

I've been doing my diamond art today, but I've stopped for now until bedtime. I only have one more strip to go on the custom one now so tonight I'll start a new one.

I gave Pix a whole tablet this morning instead of a half one so now I don’t have to do the 10pm one tomorrow night so that last one is at 9pm! @MissGremlin

I’ll need to keep busy to stay awake. The only thing that I can’t do tomorrow is my washing as hopefully it’s raining. You should see the list I have written out! It’s massive. I do write it down step by step though. Like change sheets, wash sheets, dry sheets and fold sheets. That way I tick it off one step at a time and know where I’m up to.

One to go sounds so good. You’ll have to show me a photo when it’s finished. When we are on together so you can delete it.

Have you decided on a new one?

Im about to head into work so I’ll try and get on when and if I can.

@Captain24 well I guess that's a bit of a bonus not having to stay up so late.

I hear you on needing to keep busy to stay awake. Really hoping you get some rain tomorrow as I know how much you need it. You do so well to run on a list and it's great that you tick each step off as you've done it.

Yes i will, that one side of it really looks a bit odd to me but I'm not sure if I have another colour that I could potentially change it with to make it look better. I've picked another one to start tonight, it's a frog.

Hope work goes ok tonight sweet, I'll be thinking of you as always ❤️.

Oh no! @Captain24

Pix unwell again?

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Nah.. it’s the discs @tyme. I’m thinking I may tell them sometime today that I’ve hurt myself today and see what happens. Maybe then I can rest it. It’s really sore, they will send my physio and that could be helpful.

Yes he put himself there. He wasn’t in the back of the lounge where he lays or in one of the beds so I went looking for him and that’s how I found him!

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The photo of Jett was super cute. He looks so cute and delicious!

Is your back any better? I read that you are off to work?

Pix is developing pancreatic @tyme I just got to it mega early! I’ll take her to the vet fora follow up and make sure all the meds are working.

my back is feeling a little better. I have a physio session on Wednesday and then hoping it’ll finally be all good.

Il respond to you @MissGremlin. Next time I fill up.

I’m stressing about the sleep already!

@MissGremlin

My lists are my lifeline! I’d never get anything done without them. They help me be more organised and most of the time they keep me motivated.

A frog sounds cute. How’s it going?