I can’t cope

@Captain24 that's exactly right, one tiny step at a time but we will get through it together.

Haha oh I know them feels 😂

I think I’ll do this colour and have dinner. There is a few of this one so it’s a little better. @MissGremlin

How was your dinner?

@Captain24 sounds like a plan to me sweet. Is it leftover roast and veggies for dinner?

My dinner was nice and I've done the dishes already too. Really looking forward to bedtime.

When we ordered takeaway Chinese last night they added in a dish so I’m going to try that and then back to leftover roast tomorrow! @MissGremlin

Well done on getting the dishes done already.

I can’t wait for bed… 2 hours to go. The countdown is on! 😂

Are you getting ready now?

@Captain24 oohhh bonus, hope it's yummy.

Haha the countdown, I'm so with you there 😂.

Haven't started yet, well technically I've done a few things. But I have 25 minutes until I can do the rest.

You must have an interesting routine, all times and stuff. Me I just get up and go to bed, maybe have a shower! No thinking, planning or routine involved! I’m pretty simple like that though. The only time I have routines is for work and that’s a strict one! @MissGremlin

@Captain24 whilst I have routine it's not specifically for me. Some things are but mostly just doing teeth, dishes and taking Casper out.

Maybe I need to learn to care more @MissGremlin. I don’t have a lot of care factor in my life. Like for the last 2 days I haven’t done anything and don’t care too.

My dinner wasn’t very nice, I’ll never order it myself. I feel off after it. I have taken my meds so I’m guessing they will kick in soon.

Im just sitting in the lounge watching home and away. I might have some mud cake later if I don’t still feel off.

@Captain24 see you say that you don't care but from where I stand i see that you've done heaps of housework, going out, appointments etc over the past few days and now you've had some days of self care where you've relaxed and stone diamond art. It's all about perspective.

Oh that sucks, hoping the off feeling settles for you soon.

Sitting and watching home and away sounds perfect, just avoid the doom scrolling 😂. Oohhh yummy mudcake 😋.

I guess so @MissGremlin. I don’t feel any pressure to care. Just everything feels unimportant.

My favourite cake is Woolworths chocolate mud cake! Beats anything well maybe other than my Christmas fruitcake that I make.

I’ve been limiting my doom scrolling. Trying to anyway. Trying to focus on the tv. Trying to distract from my thoughts.