I can’t cope

@Captain24 hoping it helps the horrible back pain you've been having.

I'm glad you did everything, you dig so well to get everything done. Bumner that you didn't get what you wanted though.

I've just hung up the washingbas i put a load on earlier. I need to keep busy today as I have some really strong urges (I'm safe).

I'd normally be resting but I'm not sure if i want to or if I'd rather try to keep myself awake and hopefully sleep ok tonight.

Shall we do some diamond art together?

I actually feel good that I got out of the house. Maybe my psych is actually right. Not sure I want to tell her that though! 😂 @MissGremlin

Hanging the washing is good. It’s a painful task to complete!

Im thinking the same. I’d love a nap as I’ve just peopled for the last little bit and that’s really exhausting to me. But I want to see if I sleep well tonight for not having a nap. It was nice to get a reasonable sleep.

I’ve just sat down in front of it! Let’s do it! Which one are you going to work on?

@Captain24 haha nothing like admitting they might be right 😂.

Maybe we should both try to push through without a nap. Guess we can only try.

I'm going to do the custom one today ☺️

She literally cheers when I tell her she was right! 😂. She is very animated and it’s actually a positive experience having achievements actually celebrated. I’m actually really looking forward to tomorrow’s appointment. I’ve got so much to tell her more good than bad. @MissGremlin

I really need one but yes, definitely push through. It’ll be another early night though!

How is it coming along? Especially with the emotion involved?

@Captain24 haha that's classic. I'm really glad she's such an amazing support for you. Yay for having some good things to tell her aswell, so proud of you sweet.

Yes another early night for both of us. I was asleep just after 11pm which is early for me.

I'm almost finished the first whole section, doing 20 dot length. If that makes sense 😂

There is no way I’ll be awake until 11! @MissGremlin. 8:30-9 is my these days. Maybe as I get better it won’t be so bad.

That makes sense. My first section was 20 and so is this one. I’m counting them out this time as it’s so hard. But this one has a bit of Pix in it however, she is all different colours too especially since she isn’t single coloured anyway!

@Captain24 it takes me time to wind down once I'm in bed which is why I do the diamond art or make stars.

All the different colours are crazy, this one has alot aswell. How many colours is there all up in yours? Mine has 20 colours. Yay for having a bit of Pix in the next section ☺️

I’ve trained myself over the last couple of years that when I go to bed it’s for sleep and I don’t go unless I’m tired. I’ve always been a pretty good sleeper even from a baby but as kids we always woke up early @MissGremlin

20 is good. Mine has 35. In this section alone I just roughly counted 23 different colours! No wonder it’s time consuming! 😜

@Captain24 I've always struggled with sleep but not as bad as what it's become. Like I'd wake up but go straight back to sleep and not have panic attacks when I wake up.

Haha oh gees that's full on. So many colours but it's going to look amazing when it's finished. Very time consuming indeed.

How long have the panic attacks been happening? @MissGremlin

The ones I order have never had under 35 colours. Some have had more. I told mum it’s hard but it’s going to look epic!

Your is going to be stunning. I can’t wait to see it. Have you been working in the other one at all?