I can’t cope

@Captain24 hoping it does, I'm yet to start it yet.

Hoping you can get a good night's sleep tonight sweet. What's that saying, good things take time 😂. And also alot of patience 😂

Hope you start it soon @MissGremlin

A LOT of patience! It should be a little easier in the next section as it has Pix as well as the rocks, just not all rocks like those one. There is not 1 column completed and I have done 12 colours!

Im going to have a shower and head to bed. Maybe I’ll sleep better tonight as I have had a sleep at all today.

Im really hoping you can get some sleep tonight

Talk tomorrow, I’ll be around all day except for about 45 minutes.

@Captain24 haha oh gees, lots of colours that's for sure. Hoping it gets easier once you start Pix.

Sounds like a good plan sweet, i didn't have a sleep today either so I'm hoping that I can sleep tonight.

Look forward to chatting tomorrow.

Night night sweetheart, sending love and hugs ❤️

Thank you for sharing this with me @Captain24. I think being able to acknowledge where you're at will absolutely help you to support yourself and shift through this more challenging time. You're doing incredible work already. 🫶

I am glad your psychologist and pdoc are able to support you through this and that they are happy with how you're managing. YES, that is huge and such an incredible effort!! I am so glad to hear that self-care is a part of your world and routine now. And pushing yourself gently - ah, I love it!

How is all of the above feeling? What are you noticing has changed?

It was definitely exhausting and exhilarating - I learned so much about my internal world and what I am capable of! The challenge was definitely worthwhile.

Oh my goodness! Are you saying someone came into your home? Or are you suggesting one of your pups took it? 🤔

Awww that is so, so sweet. What a lovely gesture from mum.

And your gift is incredibly meaningful. Thank you for sharing. 🥰

Hey @MissGremlin

How did you sleep last night?

Morning @Captain24 sweet, was up and down quite a bit during the night but wasn't too bad.

How about you sweetheart?

At least it wasn’t too bad @MissGremlin. Hopefully that helps.

Mine was alright. I woke up once and then again at 5:30. I nearly started to do diamond art but I thought I’d try for a little bit more. I got another hour.

I’ve been to the chiropractor, I’ve nearly finished the first section and then I have to go to the other side of town to get some things. I should be out for about an hour so that will be good.

What to you have happening?

@Captain24 we both got decent sleeps at least.

Hope you're feeling ok after the chiropractor and that the trip out goes smoothly.

I've just vacuumed my whole house and done my dishes. I'm going to have a shower soon then hoping I can rest.

The Chiro hurt today but at the moment it’s feeling better @MissGremlin

Ive done everything in town that I needed to do. Didn’t get what I wanted but that’s ok. Called into mum and dads and dropped off what I need and now I’m home for the rest of the day.

That sounds productive! It feels good when it’s done doesn’t it.

I hope you are getting some rest right now. I’m here for the rest of the day whenever you are ready.

Hey @AuntGlow

I feel a little bit calmer with no pressure on myself. Having a lot of me time but distracted has helped a little too. I noticed that it hasn’t been quite so hard to do things on my lists when I know that that is all I have to do and then it’s all about me. My lists aren’t ridiculous either, they are manageable just the general stuff and I do put something on there that I need to do around the house. This week was scrub the shower and shower screen. Next week is to scrub all the dog hair out of the laundry. If I just do one around the house thing each break my house will get sorted and I can then go back and start again.

Someone came into my backyard and stole the jacket off my clothesline. Literally. I needed that jacket! I’m still in shock. I felt unsafe a violated. I have now put a massive padlock on my gate so you can’t get in. Hopefully they won’t return. I’m also saving to buy some cameras to put around.

Mum even got me a Mother’s Day present! It’s a bottle that goes with a soda steam but I don’t get the soda stream until my birthday! So I have to wait. I told mum I wanted the soda stream and it had to match my kitchen so it had to be white and jokingly said green. She found a green one on the website! So it’s totally going to match! I just have to wait and be patient.