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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 if she only has them occasionally she should be fine.

It's drizzled here a little bit over the past few days but not much. Hoping you stay rugged up and warm.

It's 30×40cm. I actually have my first 40×40cm one that I ordered, haven't started it though.

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It’s going to be freezing in mums kitchen! @MissGremlin.

Drizzle is just annoying. It doesn’t do anything for water just makes the mornings foggy! Glad you got some sunshine after that though.

It’s a good size. 40x40 will bury! 😜 nearly the same size as mine! This one is going to take me ages to do. I’m not even halfway through the first section yet! I’m having trouble sitting still though. I’ve taken my adhd meds so I don’t know what is going on.

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@Captain24 make sure wear something nice and warm then.

Yes the drizzle annoys me but the sunshine is nice and it's always good to see the rainbow after.

That's tough not being able to sit still, maybe just get up and shake all your limbs out and see how things feel after? I always struggle to sit still, I've gotten up that many times just to move around 😂. The 40×40 one that I've got is colourful so it's going to take forever 😂.

Here's a pic of it.

 

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I’ll put a long sleeve top on under a clean hoodie. @MissGremlin. I ordered the lounge set from Oodie! A cloud one.

I do love a good rainbow. We see lots of them at work as there is nothing to disturb them.

I just tried that, thanks for the suggestion, it hurts my back though 😔 but I’ll keep trying it. I did just walk around my backyard too.

That is beautiful! It is going to take a while! But so worth it at the end.

This is the one I’m doing now. Check out all the colours in those rocks!

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@Captain24 that's a good idea. Ooohhh yay for ordering the lounge set, that will keep you nice and toasty.

Rainbows are beautiful, that's awesome that you get to see lots of them at work.

Gently sweet, don't hurt yourself. I'm glad you went for a walk around your backyard too.

Yes it will take a while but I love the pic so can't wait to do it.

Awwww that pic is adorable but ugh those colours 😂. Will be so worth it though.

I have to get up to get things ready for tomorrow. I almost forgot what day it is. Now I get to rush around panicking like a crazy person 😂

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It should look really awesome but it’s going to take forever!!! @MissGremlin

Thanks for doing it with me. I like knowing someone is doing the same thing. Yes tomorrow is Monday. I have a Chiro appointment at 8 and then I have to go back out after and see if I can buy some work pants! Other than that it’ll be another day of diamond art if you are around at all.

Im watching the time to go and pick up dinner at 5:45. I should be home around 7:30-8 just so you know

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@Captain24 lucky they are worth the time 😂.

I'm glad we got to sit and do it together, it's nice to have connection aswell, thankyou for being here ❤️. Hoping the appointment goes ok tomorrow and that you can find some work pants. I'll be around most of the day I think so we might get to do some more together ☺️.

I'm sure I'll catch you when you are back, hoping the dinner goes ok and everyone enjoys it.

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Dinner was good @MissGremlin. I hope this isn’t too triggering but mum got me a present from my dogs. Totally wasn’t expecting that.

Im guessing you are doing your bedtime routine.

Im home now and going back to my diamond art.

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@Captain24 awwww that's awesome that you got a gift from your dogs. Glad dinner was good too.

I've just sat in bed and have my diamond art in front of me.

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I’m glad you are in bed. I hope the diamond art helps you @MissGremlin

Ive just stopped doing mine. I’m really tired, it’s almost time to feed the dogs and I am still on the first section and it’s nowhere near finished. I’ve been at it for hours. This one isn’t going to get finished anytime soon!

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